Hi all, sorry I haven't been around much, my beloved Granny was poorly and passed away in the early hours of Sunday morning. Her funeral was yesterday and I have been so busy doing alot of the organising and with visitors etc.
Not had a good day today, have had some heavy bleeding. Went to EPC and was scanned, I should be 7wks today but only measuring around 6wks. Am fairly sure of my dates as DH and I only had unprotected sex once. Was to small to see if there is a heartbeat, so have to go back on 27th to be rescanned, so it will be a long 11 day wait to find out.
Not feeling very positive though, had a bad bleed with DS at around the same stage but heartbeat was visible at initial scan and there was no issue re sizes. Totally blaming myself as I have been run ragged this week and also was a nervous wreck about speaking at Granny's funeral, all the stress I am sure has not been good.
This baby may not have been planned but is very very much wanted by me and DH, we went through so much to conceive DS that we never thought we would have another DC.
Sorry for the ramble, just venting all the thoughts that are whizzing round my head.