Hi Ladies,
Hope you are all well and looking forward to meeting your bumps. Just come on here to vent really.
I am so so so so so so mad {angry]
George has been really unwell since Xmas eve throwing up all his feeds and coughing away like mad. He managed to get through Xmas day on some feed but with xtra boiled water so as not to get dehydrated. It then got to 3pm Boxing day afternoon and he had had nothing to drink since 11pm Xmas day he just refused totally and was very unresponsive so I took him to the emergency doctor (seadoc) at the hospital where I was told he had a chest infection but he was fine give him calpol and just keep trying to feed him. The following day (Tuesday) he was no better so I took him again to the Seadoc (a different Dr) who told me exactly the same so I took him home and DH went off to work, within an hour of being at home George stopped breathing it was horrible I have never felt so scared in my whole life he was limp and turning blueish, the ambulance arrived and he took a huge gasp of air but looked so scared and his breathing was very laboured. We went straight in the ambulance to hospital and on the way he had 2 fyrther episodes, he was rushed in and I was ushered away into one of those horribly quiet rooms (then DH turned up thank God as I was falling apart) George was transferred to the childrem ward but was still so bad they said he would have to be transferred to Guys in London He luckily stopped having these episodes but was on loads of Oxygen and a drip as he was seriously dehydrated. It turns out that he has Brochilitis (Bonkerz I know what you are going through) and it should have been picked up on by the Seadoc and then this would have never happened.
I have been at his bedside since Tuesday afternoon but have come home tonight for a rest and DH has stayed with him I shall be back there first thing it feels horrible without him here, he has now been taken of his drip as he is feeding again (occasionally bringing it up but that is normal with brochilitis) and today he spent most of the day out of his head box (for oxygen) but may have to go into it over night as his levels drop when he is in a deep sleep. We are hoping to bring him home in the next few days but I will be watching him like a hawk I can't even think about what would have happened if I hadn't been with him when he stopped breathing.
Oh and one other thing when they where checking his heart they found a heart mumour but they said this may just be because of the illness but they will be doing further checks.
What a Christmas week I am shattered, very very emotional and very very angry I don't know whether I want to sob my heart out or punch a Seadoc.
I will keep you all updated, Bonkerz I'm thinking of you.