Mummylin, thank you. Sat outside drs and read your reply 💐 So true that we think of our mum and dad at important times. Thank you for the hand hold. Greatly appreciated!
I started another thread in general health in a blind panic, and there are some really lovely people on there too, whose posts made the world of difference to me today.
My appointment was earlier this morning and was sat reading a post from another mumsnettee in the waiting room- really helped calm me when dr was running late!
My gp was amazing, knows me so well after everything that's happened to my family. Was really reassuring and said nothing to worry about, completely mobile- phew! Obviously need mammogram etc at breast clinic, so referral has been made and I feel much calmer. At least will get results on the day too.
She spent a long time chatting to me about how everything is going, and suggested counselling again and told me of a few places that do Pilates and yoga etc... never done them but I need to do something to stop myself feeling so isolated and try to meet more people...and attempt to get fitter and more mobile!!
Not having mum around is so hard, just when I feel like I'm regaining a small part of normality again, something else hits me and I'm spun backwards... but think that's how it goes.
🤞🏻 All goes ok at next appointment, but I feel better able to cope after speaking to dr.
The rollercoaster that grief is, is so hard at times, but lovely now I've found somewhere to speak 💐 Knowing that others have (sadly) experienced same range of feelings.
Many thanks