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my baby girl died.

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SupermansBigRedBottleOfSpirits · 15/11/2013 16:54

My beautiful amazing baby dd2, Summer, died 2 weeks ago yesterday. Her heart was unable to pump blood properly. We never knew until it was too late. She was 11 weeks and 6 days old. I spent most of that day shopping, then at a Halloween party with the other dc. I missed most of my sum sums last day. Dp had to see to her himself, our poor baby not breathing, already gone, in her sleep.

I miss her. And it hurts. Ds turned 2 two days after she passed. If it wasn't for him and dd1 I'd be a screaming wreck in a padded cell. I'm sick of being strong now. I I want my sweet precious baby back.

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hellokittymania · 15/11/2013 18:07

((((((hugs))))))

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BobaFetaCheese · 15/11/2013 18:07

I'm so very sorry for your loss.
She sounds like a wonderfully cheeky girl, rest in peace Summer.
xxx

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SantanaLopez · 15/11/2013 18:09

Beautiful Summer. I'm so very sorry xxx

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ColinFirthsGirth · 15/11/2013 18:10

I am so very sorry for your loss. She sounds gorgeous xxxx

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Sidge · 15/11/2013 18:11

I'm so very sorry that your beautiful Summer has gone.

Is that her in your profile photos? She is gorgeous - those cheeks!

And you sound so strong and amazing, especially to think of others and pass on her things to those that may need them now. You are incredible.

Much love to you and your family Thanks

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cupofteaplease · 15/11/2013 18:12

I'm so sorry your beautiful Summer died, it sounds like she was a real character Smile.

My third daughter died a year ago. If you want anyone to 'talk' to, feel free to PM me and I will be happy to listen x

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browneyesblue · 15/11/2013 18:12

I am so very sorry to hear of your loss.

I wish I had the words to make things a little easier for you and your family.

I wish you love and strength x

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RachelHRD · 15/11/2013 18:15

I'm so very sorry for your loss. What a beautiful and precious baby girl xxx

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PippaMiddleton · 15/11/2013 18:16

I am so sorry that this has happened. :(

Sounds like she was a very happy and loved little girl. x

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Puttheshelvesup · 15/11/2013 18:18

So very sorry for your loss. Much love to you and your family.xxx

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TeaMakesItAllPossible · 15/11/2013 18:19

Your love for her shines through your words. I have shed a year for Summer. Your precious daughter.

And you've really touched my heart by donating her larger babygrows to help other parents.

I am so sorry. And will light a candle for you, your family and Summer.

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SupermansBigRedBottleOfSpirits · 15/11/2013 18:20

Thank you all, yes that's my sum sum in my profile, I said when ds was younger we'd have gorgeous girls but seeing her was incredible.

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SupermansBigRedBottleOfSpirits · 15/11/2013 18:24

I feel lost without a baby in my arms, ds has been climbing into my arms at random moments, being adorable and I love it but he's so big in comparison. He's a ginormous 2 year old she was a long skinny soft bobbly headed baby, still needing held and supported. More than I imagined.

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MarianneBrandon · 15/11/2013 18:41

I'm so sorry for your loss Sad

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HappyInTheCity · 15/11/2013 18:41

Oh how I wish I could find the words. I am just so sorry. She is beautiful X

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morethanpotatoprints · 15/11/2013 18:45

I am so very sorry Flowers

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cupofteaplease · 15/11/2013 18:51

Having empty arms is the most cruel feeling. I wish there was some comfort for you, but I know there isn't x

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DontCallMeDaughter · 15/11/2013 18:54

So very sorry... Thought are with you and your family x

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LEMisafucker · 15/11/2013 18:54

So very sorry :( She ounds like a beautiful little girl, who was very loved.

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carovioletfizz · 15/11/2013 18:54

I am so sorry. She sounds like a beautiful little baby. There was nothing you could have done so please don't blame yourself. Thanks for sharing her story with us, she sounds wonderful.xxx

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MarshaBrady · 15/11/2013 18:55

I'm so sorry. What a beautiful little girl.

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Mondaybaby · 15/11/2013 18:58

So very sorry for your loss.

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melmo26 · 15/11/2013 19:03

Im so so sorry for your loss. I can't begin to even understand what you and your family are going through.
You don't have to be strong all the time. It's fine to cry, no one expects anything of you right now.
I hope your older dcs are coping too. Hold them close and cry with them if you need to.

Rest in peace Summer xx

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Iwillpopthekettleon · 15/11/2013 19:16

So so sorry X

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peachypips · 15/11/2013 19:18

It sounds like her short life was extremely happy. She was lucky to be born into your family. Love to you and your family x

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