my baby girl died.

[SupermansBigRedBottleOfSpirits]

My beautiful amazing baby dd2, Summer, died 2 weeks ago yesterday. Her heart was unable to pump blood properly. We never knew until it was too late. She was 11 weeks and 6 days old. I spent most of that day shopping, then at a Halloween party with the other dc. I missed most of my sum sums last day. Dp had to see to her himself, our poor baby not breathing, already gone, in her sleep.

I miss her. And it hurts. Ds turned 2 two days after she passed. If it wasn't for him and dd1 I'd be a screaming wreck in a padded cell. I'm sick of being strong now. I I want my sweet precious baby back.

[SupermansBigRedBottleOfSpirits]

She was just the funniest cutest little thing, I wanted her so much, my pregnancy was erratic, labour was scarily quick it feels like those 11 weeks went in a blink of my eye. We had her Christmas bought in. Her toys prams cot etc have all been donated to the British heart foundation. Her clothes and blankets we're not keeping are going to the children's ward at the hospital, she had to be changed from her babygrow and there was very little clothes and what there was were too small for her. She was in 6-9 month clothes. When she was taken away she was in an ugly little romper that didn't even go over her chest or arms. I never want anyone else to suffer that indignity.

[motherinferior]

I am so very sorry.

[Badvoc]

I'm so very sorry x

[ChateauMargot]

I am so so sorry to hear this. Haven't posted in months but couldn't bear to read this and not send a reply. I wish you and your family peace at what must be an impossibly hard time.

[bumbumsmummy]

So sorry for your loss ((((hugs))) and prayers for you and your beautiful summer xox

[Topseyt]

I am so so sorry. Rest in peace little one.

Take care of yourself, and do try to be kind to yourself.

[Ubik1]

So sorry

[SPsDoesntLikeChaffingFishnets]

Awww Superman I'm so.sorry to heat of your loss.

Summer sounds like a beautiful little girl.

x

[spiderlight]

So, so sorry. There are no words but you're in my thoughts

[Hulababy]

I am so sorry for your loss.

Summer sounds delightful, a bueatiful baby. Is that her in your profile photos?

[stickysausages]

I'm so very sorry for you & your families loss :(

She sounds like a very special little girl

[thoughtsbecomethings]

I can't begin to imagine your pain x
Hopefully one day things will feel brighter, you'll always have Summer in your heart x So sorry for your loss x

[Chopstheduck]

So sorry to hear of your loss xx

She sounds such a character. Is that her in your photos? Gorgeous little girl, such a happy smile!

[Netguru]

So very, very sorry.

[ThisIsBULLSHIT]

Oh no how terrible, that is just heartbreaking and I am so sorry about what has happened. It just seems so senseless. I am sending you a hug.

[SecretWitch]

You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. She sounds like she was an absolute sweetheart! Losing a beloved child is agony no one should ever know. Please know you can come here whenever you need support.
((hugs))

[HogFucker]

I'm so sorry.

[HappyInTheCity]

Such devastating news, I am so sorry. Beautiful Summer.


Love to you all, you are in my thoughts X

[GillyBillyWilly]

I am so sorry
Your post has me in tears.

[Panadbois]

Don't know what to say, but sending you all my love x

[NomDeClavier]

So very sorry for your loss :(

[QOD]

Truly sorry for your loss. She sounds beautiful and so loved.

[HorsePetal]

Your beautiful baby girl. I am so so sorry, there are no words other than to say much love to you and your family x

[andthepiggotupandslowlywalkeda]

I'm so very sorry.