Hi all
Not posted here for a lonnnng time but been reading, smiling when good news, sad at heart when bad. So sorry about your losses, Bee and Bezzy. And for those with good news - Katiecubs, Can't and Katerina (were there more?) - I was truly glad to hear it.
Bee's news particularly struck a chord with me. I think I was just pregnant again at that point, then 2 weeks later (when at BIL's) I started bleeding. It's happened before, but is still awful, sitting on the loo and thinking 'oh well, that's that'. Had to spend the weekend being happy and normal because we weren't at home. However the bleeding stopped sooner than I thought, and a scan at the fetal medicine unit showed that this little baby was hanging on, tiny heartbeat just showing. So little bean and me have been lurching from scan to scan, me convinced each time that I'll see no heartbeat. But here I am at 12 weeks and the nuchal/cub scan results have come back low risk. Still can't quite relax and accept it; don't think I will until I feel the kicking. Don't really feel pregnant, just sick (and that's not morning sickness, just badly timed norovirus from DS's nursery). But, well, we're still going.
So love to you all, keep writing all those gentle and funny posts, a window onto the ups and downs of life. Here's hoping 2010 brings better news for all of us...
xx Numpty