to stick my head in the sand and pretend this isnt happening?

[queenoftheslatterns]

i got a bfp on tuesday. a clear one. a bright blue line straight down. I am now (going by ov dates) coming up for 5 weeks. this is the time I normally mc, and I just want to stay in bed and sleep for the next 2 weeks. I havent called the cons yet, no point because there is nothing he is prepared to try. I havent been to my gp because he will refer me to the cons and i dont want yet another mc going on my notes.

i certainly feel more pg than i have for years, napping 2pm-4pm, going to bed at 8, eating like a horse etc... but on the downside i have a touch of loose bowels and i know that i need an early scan because of the ep.

but i cant seem to face up to this. dh is cacking himself and i dont want to scare him anymore. he asks if ive called the cons and ive been v evasive and said that he is away, but i dont want to involve anyone else in this in rl yet.

Queen - I will look after you next Saturday sweetie. xx

lissie I hope you get the iron tablets. take it easy.

Ok, so my paypal isnt working and I wondered if you would consider sending me your address so I can post something down to you? I totally totally understand if youd rather not do that but I really want to contribute. Let me know - like I say it is absolutely fine if not and i will try and contribute at a later date via paypal.

Thinking of you, and your dh

Queen big hugs to you

thanks all, feeling much better today, bleeding has (finally) slowed down a bit,although still cramping. iron tablets are definately helping though. thank you all again so much, less than a month til we see mr shehata, am quite nervous.

sorry that I havent sent out individual emails. I have been having ishoos with my internet and email, dont want to send out more spam.

red, is dd looking forward to it? ds cant wait, he keeps checking that his costume still fits