Oh Golly. OWO - hope you're Ok after that.
You do look v slim and elegant and glam, in fact am quite envious - I weigh about the same as you, am same height, (in fact almost exactly both) and I think I'd be more attractive if I was about 8 and a half stone...just because I've been that weight a few times and felt nice iyswim. However it isn't happening atm!!
I think it will again when I am in a diff place psychologically, perhaps when I find a bloke, or get a job - I don't know. For the moment I guess I try to forget about those few pounds and keep busy. Doesn't always keep the demons away but I have to be quite firm with them.
(ex anorexic btw)
I think diet pills are a temp solution ie if you are getting wed and need to fit into a dress - I'm a bit scared of taking meds in any case, but they're an artificial solution I think and not worth the bother.
I have often felt v angry at being patronised (or perceiving it as that) when not eating properly, etc etc etc
I remember when I was first in my rapid decline, crying on the way to college as my mum had mentioned my weight and it had sent me into a spin - a friend caught up with me in the street, and I told her I wasn't anorexic, but was upset as mum thought I was. She didn't know what to say and spent the next few years avoiding me. Nobody understands unless they've been there.
Anyway hope you're alright.