I can support the state of Israel without supporting its current government. They aren’t the same thing. I am proudly British and not particularly proud of quite a few people in parliament. I am also American and.. well, less said about that the better. So if I wear a Jewish star or Israeli flag or celebrate American holidays or eat haggis on burns night I should have the same grace - to show pride and appreciation without saying I agree with everything they do.
I think a lot about what was said above - what would I be doing in ww2. And I have this vaguely anxious feeling that I’m doing exactly what the Frank family did and wait way too long to notice the problem. I have a recurring nightmare that my kids and I are trapped in our attic. I don’t actually think that’s around the corner, but I don’t want to be stupid and wait too long either.
I have posted on lots of these chats so anyone who has seen me before knows that my kids are regularly harassed for being Jewish. They’ve been bullied and targeted and yelled at. My daughter was surrounded in a school stairwell by older teenage boys shouting free Palestine at her. I’ve spent days of my life in meetings with the school, phone calls with the police, spent hundreds on self defence classes for my daughter so she can have some hope of escaping the next time. I’ve spent the last two weeks emailing and speaking with lawyers and the council as my daughter had a very problematic situation with a Palestine flag wearing teacher and my son’s teacher last year told him that it’s okay to be Jewish but being Muslim is much more fun. She’s being investigated by the police for her teaching methodology in how she addresses the existence of the state of Israel in the classroom and the government office looking into it want to meet with me next week.
i am so scared all the time and so, so tired. I don’t know where to go that’s safe and I don’t know how to protect my kids - physically or emotionally. My 9 year old son missed 15 days of school last year with what turned out to be anxiety but we thought might be coeliac or IBS or something else as the symptoms were so intense.
My workplace and its horrible union has marches and posters and everyone seems to be in keffiyehs all the time. I had another panic attack today as there was a surprise march calling for an intifada. Usually I just skip work if I see a poster for a march but I didn’t see this one advertised anywhere. I am messing up my career as I can’t cope going in during the marches and they happen all the time again.
my brother teaches at a Jewish school in the states. Of course they’ve always had armed security and locked gates and tall fences. But after a string of threats, they’ve added plainclothes armed security in and out of the school building. They patrol around the neighbourhood to try to get ahead of anyone heading to them. That isn’t normal at all.
I don’t have a point really except a plea to anyone to just believe us when we talk. I can’t imagine there’s a single out Jewish person who doesn’t have a similar story, who hasn’t been attacked in some way. It’s relentless and keeps getting worse.