To drink alcohol when my daughter doesn't like me to.

[AnonymousMum37]

Hi, I wanted to ask some advice anonymously.

My 9 year old daughter hates anything she sees as bad for you e.g. alcohol, smoking, tattoos, piercings... . She is autistic and very black and white about what she sees as good and bad.

I have 3 small tattoos (from before she was born), pierced ears, and I enjoy a moderate amount of alcohol (a glass or two of wine with dinner 2/3 nights a week and go out to the pub with friends maybe once a month).

I have never smoked or vaped, but I have some friends who do.

Her reactions are getting unbearable.

She growls at any of my friends who smoke or vape and has decided they are bad people, even if they don't do this near her she knows they do and she therefore hates them. I don't like it either so I can understand but they are not bad people.

She begs me at the supermarket not to buy wine, loudly making a scene as though I'm a raging alcoholic, so I can no longer buy it with the weekly shop as it is mortifying.

She refuses to do her chores unless I promise not to drink anymore. I stupidly relented recently and said that I would not have a drink for a few weeks and then last night I had had a long day and had 2 small glasses of wine with dinner and at bedtime she was screaming and crying saying she can't trust me and I am a liar and I'm not ever allowed to drink again.

I know this sounds awful, and when she's saying it I start feeling like I must be an awful parent..

I do so much for her and she already controls so much of family life. I don't like her feeling she can control what I do when it doesn't even affect her.

She is adamant I should not get any more tattoos when I was thinking about one recently. I feel like I'm the rebellious child and she's the strict parent.

It's very hard to argue with her because of course she is right in a way, alcohol, smoking, tattoos, none of these things are good for us, but at the same time I would like her to be tolerant of people's rights to make their own choices and see that we are not good or bad people but unique and complex combinations. I have tried comparing it to her choosing to eat sweets sometimes which is not great for you but fine in moderation but she can't make that link.

Am I being unreasonable to say I am allowed to drink alcohol?

Yes of course, but rather out of context here

I can't imagine anything more likely to increase anxiety in any child, still less a child with SEN, than actually feeding their desire for control.

I firmly believe children feel safer when they know that a responsible parent is in charge. If a child controls her mother's drinking/name/bedtime (all things mentioned on this thread - then they realise they actually have control which is terrifying. The world is a hard enough place to navigate as an adult - thinking you run the show as a child would be awful.

I think you've got some great advice here - especially from theamusedquail and waterrat.

I drink about 3 times a year and I believe the OP’s account of her drinking. So im not a lush defending excessive drinking. I just don’t think a 9 year old should be in charge of what her Mum drinks (or any other adult issue of choice).

I bet those siblings will leave as soon as it’s financially and practically possible and have very little contact, due to this controlling abuse, so the parents will lose those relationships too. Very sad all round.