I’m drowning

[bazzibizz]

I’m sorry to post here but need the trailffic
im a single mum to 3 dc. They’re due home today from their dads. I’ve only just got up. My house is a mess, I’ve got no money. I’m in rent arrears. My anxiety is awful and I’m quite sure I’m depressed. I already take 40mg citalopram.
I just want to get back into bed and stay there. I haven’t seen anyone except my dc for about 2 weeks. It even my mum. I just don’t want to go out or see anyone.
I love my dc with every part of me, but I’m just not up to the job at the moment.
what do I do? How do I get out of this vicious circle?

Just a quick update if anyone is even remotely interested in my very full life!
tiday has been a good day. I’ve been to the supermarket, my kitchen is gleaming, my DC are home too. I ordered the Purdy and Fig starter kit today. I’ve been wanting it for a while so thought I’d treat myself whilst it’s on offer

Wow, what a change from yesterday. I’m so pleased you’ve had a good day, well done 💐

Well done! I love the Purdy & Fig stuff. Smells amazing. I just spray it everywhere!

This is exactly what I plan on doing!

So pleased to hear you've had a good day 😊 well done you xx

Good for you, your coming across happier it’s nice keep going 👏🏻

How are you feeling today?