I started nursing school in my late thirties and qualified during the start of the pandemic. I was one of the “lucky” ones that got in before Jeremy Hunt scrapped the bursary. This means my fees were paid and I got about £500 per month in bursary and £250 per month student maintenance loan. Tbh I don’t know what I was thinking because I had to work on top of my 37.5 hour weeks of placement or being in uni full time (degree is 50% placement hours / 50% coursework and exams). I actually did more paid working hours than student nursing hours in order to survive. I stuck with it because I love the job and my patients.
I really genuinely don’t know how any mature single student would do all of that now without the bursary. It would be impossible. Another example of the Tories cutting spending and reducing the workforce.
I have never worked so hard in my life plus on top of contributing to the workforce, you’re being assessed and getting paper signed off. I completed about 3200 hours of work as a student nurse. What do I have to show for it now?….
Right after my degree I went straight out to work again as a healthcare assistant while I waited for my nursing pin. I was sent by an agency to a covid ward where I was promised full PPE. This ward had been created just to look after covid positive patients and as there were no staff in the Trust available, they had to hire numerous agency staff to run the ward. We were not provided with/allowed proper face masks and after 12 hours in close proximity to these patients (toileting, washing, dressing, feeding, mobilising), two days later I had symptoms, day 3 I tested positive and by day 5 I was more sick than I’ve ever been in my life.
Ive been unable to work consistently as a nurse, and two years later I am still sick, have spent numerous months in bed also resulting in depression and anxiety effectively disabled by long covid, and facing medical discharge from my very first nursing job. On top of that there were times working in A&E and ITU during the pandemic which are too surreal to even talk about and I suffer from nightmares.
Apart from a degree and the qualification (which I am proud of) I am in even more debt due to having to borrow money during my original covid sickness when I was unemployed, just so that I could pay the rent. (Benefits do not cover basic living expenses).
I have no idea what is going to happen but if the last few years have taught me, in order to recover my health I will likely need to take a break from nursing. The potential issue with that is if you don’t work enough hours within a 3 year period, you can’t re validate and your pin expires.
No good deed goes unpunished.
This really isn’t just about pay. But how much does the government and, dare I say it, appear to value nurses?