To ask for a handhold I feel so alone

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I'm due to have a 6/7 week scan tomorrow after multiple miscarriages (double figures) and I've got period like cramps and bleeding.

I've been bleeding on and off for 2 weeks, no clots.

I feel so alone and I just want to cancel my scan in the morning. Time and time again I've sat in that waiting area, I've had to listen to the "I'm sorry" words, I've had to sit in the family room with a useless leaflet about miscarriage and a box of tissues.

I'm not religious but I could really do with some positive thoughts being put out there for me tonight, I'm not sure I can endure another loss 😢

I'm crying again at all of your messages, I wish we could all meet in real life, I'd love to give all of you a cuddle and I'm not a cuddly person so must be hormones 😂

I know I said I'm not religious and I'm not but those of you that are praying, I do deeply appreciate it from the bottom of my heart ♥️

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Wonderful news, so happy for you

I'll be tucking you and baby bean in my prayers too, for everything good, and you're in all our hearts. x 😊

Great update op and lovely scan pic ❤

What a wonderful update! Tears of joy for you op. Wishing you all the luck in the world going forward ❤️

I will keep you in my prayers, OP. Sending waves of light your way!

Lovely news!

I had progesterone after three successive MCs. It made me horrendously sick but the end result was worth it.

Wishing you well.

Lovely news OP 💕

Excellent news. So happy for you ❤️

Lovely news ♥️

Fantastic news Op. so pleased for you

Wonderful news, wishing you all the luck in the world! 💕

I'm back again and kindly ask for you amazing people to work all of your magic for me again.

Unexpected scan tomorrow due to back pain and my autoimmune disease kicking off!

I will update after my scan, thanks so much ♥️

Best wishes for tomorrow. Hope you manage some sleep tonight and that everything is fine. Fingers crossed for you OP xxxx

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Oh i wish you that everything is ok and baby is just fine x. Huge hug to you x

Here with you all the way, OP. Will send strength and support your way and best for the scan.

Thank you for sharing your journey. I hope everything goes well tomorrow xx

Best wishes lovely

Good luck. Hope all goes well. X

Will be thinking of you.

Sending you all the best wishes OP 🙏

❤️🙏🤞everything crossed for you xx