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SAHM for five years or so - AIBU?

160 replies

Whyisitsowet · 04/04/2022 07:46

I’m really not enjoying work at all and while there are advantages to my working most of these aren’t immediate - they are things we may benefit from in later life (pension) or when we retire.

Am really considering not going back after maternity leave second time around until school age so five / six years or so.

I can’t work out if sensible or not - what are your experiences?

OP posts:
EmeraldShamrock1 · 04/04/2022 09:22

Oh missed you're a qualified teacher.

You'd be mad to give up work altogether.

notanothertakeaway · 04/04/2022 09:23

I'd look at reducing to part time, rather than leave completely. That might be a good compromise. For many people, it's the best of both worlds

But I predict this thread will turn into a bunfight SAHM v WOHM

Caramelcap · 04/04/2022 09:24

Can you either supply teach or job share?

My son's childminder teaches two days a week and child-minds the other three.

I also have a friend who is a qualified secondary school teacher but her husband is in the army so when they're posted somewhere away from friends/family she does supply so she can be there to pick up kids if needed.

Might be an idea so it's not too hard to get back into FT teaching when you're ready?

dottydodah · 04/04/2022 09:25

Could you maybe register for a supply Teacher ? Maybe something like this may work .Otherwise a 4 day week .My friend is a primary Teacher and has 1 day a week off. TBH a pension is a way off ,maybe if you went back in 5 years ,you would still be able to get in maybe 10 or 15 years which would increase pension a lot .

Swayingpalmtrees · 04/04/2022 09:26

I remember why I avoid threads like this now, it makes me so sad to think of the babies and children that have had such a negative childhood experience as their mothers seemed to hate being with them and couldn't wait to leave them. There is something so sad and damaging about some of these posts.
It is one thing to have to work out of necessity, quite another to claim it was so awful being at home with your children, so utterly depressing that you couldn't wait to get away. Same people have more kids, unbelievable.

I am out op, I hope you choose something that makes you and your little ones happy, remember the regrets in life on deathbeds are very rarely about wishing to work more but regrets about not spending more time with families.

www.theguardian.com/lifeandstyle/2012/feb/01/top-five-regrets-of-the-dying

Be happy op. All the best.

GuyDiamond · 04/04/2022 09:26

I did a sort of halfway house version of SAHM, where I mainly SAH and then took very part time jobs (for my own sanity and some extra money for fun stuff). I did this for 6 years and have just been offered a full time job, which I'm taking.

I loved it, but there were times I felt a bit crap about not having my own income and not paying any of the household bills etc.

Also, being at home with two very small children, was hard at times. I was quite glad to get some "me time" when I went to work.

SAHM would be lovely when dcs are primary age I think, as you'd have time to do lots in the house and still get a good amount of time with dcs. Obviously, financially, it wouldn't be the best though.

I think sahm with preschool children is pretty stressful. We only did it as it didn't make sense financially for us to send them both to nursery. It wasn't the easier going option for us and I did find it hard at times.

Pension contributions is an important one. I'd actually try to keep paying into a pension if you do decide to SAH. I didn't do this myself though, but I do regret it.

NottheSAHP · 04/04/2022 09:26

Realise it's perhaps not the same when it's the man that has taken the career break. But DH - teacher - was the SAHP for ten years. He started when the oldest was nine months and my maternity leave finished. After about six months he picked up an hour or two of tutoring each week at a time that suited him. He did more or less tutoring each year depending on nap times and DC schedules. I think the most was around 15 lessons a week and that was a bit much! After eight years he picked up a very part time job in a school - two classes per week at first (though even that was a pain to fit around DC schedules) and built it up, doing extra curricular clubs and a bit of cover, until he had the confidence to apply for a full time role. He was ready to go back at that point and loved being a full time teacher again.

So I think, being a teacher, you're in an excellent position to try being the SAHP for a while if you want to. I hope you enjoy the experiment!

Clymene · 04/04/2022 09:29

@Swayingpalmtrees

I remember why I avoid threads like this now, it makes me so sad to think of the babies and children that have had such a negative childhood experience as their mothers seemed to hate being with them and couldn't wait to leave them. There is something so sad and damaging about some of these posts. It is one thing to have to work out of necessity, quite another to claim it was so awful being at home with your children, so utterly depressing that you couldn't wait to get away. Same people have more kids, unbelievable.

I am out op, I hope you choose something that makes you and your little ones happy, remember the regrets in life on deathbeds are very rarely about wishing to work more but regrets about not spending more time with families.

www.theguardian.com/lifeandstyle/2012/feb/01/top-five-regrets-of-the-dying

Be happy op. All the best.

CRY! LAMENT ALL THE POOR BABIES WITH THE CRUEL MOTHERS WHO HATE THEM ENOUGH TO LEAVE THEM TO WORK

SadSadSadSadSadSadSadSadSadSadSadSad

Don't be so fucking melodramatic

Treesandsheepeverywhere · 04/04/2022 09:32

You need to both try it out and see if it works for you and your DH.
He will be the main earner and you the main care giver, so it has to be a mutual decision.
Talk about expectations straight away. If he doesn't expect you to provide financially, he might expect you to do most/all of the house work.
Resentment is the biggest thing I think, with both thinking the other has it easier.
If you're in a loving and mutually respectful marriage, then it works well.

Job wise, only you can decide, but it sounds like you don't like your job, so maybe a career change might help.

Swayingpalmtrees · 04/04/2022 09:33

I genuinely feel sorry for you clymene You sound compromised, shall we say.

EmeraldShamrock1 · 04/04/2022 09:36

I remember why I avoid threads like this now, it makes me so sad to think of the babies and children that have had such a negative childhood experience as their mothers seemed to hate being with them and couldn't wait to leave them. There is something so sad and damaging about some of these posts.
Calm down.
It's possible to love your DC and enjoy your job.
It also shows DC from a young age working is part of life.
My Dsis works FT her DC definitely have better experiences than mine.
It is one thing to have to work out of necessity, quite another to claim it was so awful being at home with your children, so utterly depressing that you couldn't wait to get away. Same people have more kids, unbelievable.
Everyone needs to work, it isn't about getting away from the DC.
Staying at home isn't for everyone.

Swayingpalmtrees · 04/04/2022 09:42

emerald have you actually read the thread, lots of people saying that they could not wait to leave their kids, hated it, felt depressed and empty etc etc. I am not talking about the posts that love their jobs and dc but the ones that state they hated being with their children.

It is a very cruel thing to say.

Have you any idea how damaging it is as a child to hear your mother actively hating spending time with you? Couldn't wait to leave you. What that does to a child's mental health and well being. It will takes years of unpicking in terms of therapy, not to mention totally compromised or irreparable damage to the relationship.

I find it worrying that so many think it is okay, and don't seem to realise the damage they are doing.

Swayingpalmtrees · 04/04/2022 09:43

I am out of this thread, it is a toxic wasteland of people that seem very unkind.

Treesandsheepeverywhere · 04/04/2022 09:46

@Swayingpalmtrees

I remember why I avoid threads like this now, it makes me so sad to think of the babies and children that have had such a negative childhood experience as their mothers seemed to hate being with them and couldn't wait to leave them. There is something so sad and damaging about some of these posts. It is one thing to have to work out of necessity, quite another to claim it was so awful being at home with your children, so utterly depressing that you couldn't wait to get away. Same people have more kids, unbelievable.

I am out op, I hope you choose something that makes you and your little ones happy, remember the regrets in life on deathbeds are very rarely about wishing to work more but regrets about not spending more time with families.

www.theguardian.com/lifeandstyle/2012/feb/01/top-five-regrets-of-the-dying

Be happy op. All the best.

This is hilarious! Didn't take long for the parental judging to start. Page 2 no less.

I was raised as @Bringonthebloodydrama
did and turned out fine.

DM had no choice though and Had to work. Provided all 5 of a comfortable upbringing and still have lovely memories from when parents were home.

Depression is real, what if the 3rd child is what brought it on, who are you to judge?

Turningpurple · 04/04/2022 09:46

I remember why I avoid threads like this now, it makes me so sad to think of the babies and children that have had such a negative childhood experience as their mothers seemed to hate being with them and couldn't wait to leave them. There is something so sad and damaging about some of these posts.

Can you clutch your pearls and use them as a stress reliever. It will help.

GizmosEveningBath · 04/04/2022 09:49

Swayingpalmtrees

You sound overly defensive of your choices @Swayingpalmtrees

I loved being home with my babies, but women should consider thier financial position, there are few things more unhealthy for a child than being in an unhappy household with a DM who is trapped. You can also love your children and be a good mum but find the more monotonous side of being a SAHM hard.
As a former SAHM I have seen nothing disrespectful towards SAHM on this thread. Some of your comments towards working mums however have been vile.

Turningpurple · 04/04/2022 09:50

@Swayingpalmtrees

emerald have you actually read the thread, lots of people saying that they could not wait to leave their kids, hated it, felt depressed and empty etc etc. I am not talking about the posts that love their jobs and dc but the ones that state they hated being with their children.

It is a very cruel thing to say.

Have you any idea how damaging it is as a child to hear your mother actively hating spending time with you? Couldn't wait to leave you. What that does to a child's mental health and well being. It will takes years of unpicking in terms of therapy, not to mention totally compromised or irreparable damage to the relationship.

I find it worrying that so many think it is okay, and don't seem to realise the damage they are doing.

Why are their kids on mumsnet?
MuchTooTired · 04/04/2022 09:52

I am a sahm, but if I’d had the choice I’d have carried on working. Turns out I’m not a natural at being a sahm, and have found the experience not great and I’m now even further behind than I would have been.

Yes, childcare is a shared cost, but as a household (all monies are shared here) we’d have been losing hundreds a month putting my DTs in nursery so it worked out much cheaper for me to stay home with them.

Obviously you’re a teacher so I’m assuming you’re much better at handling young children than I am (!) but it’s a fair few years of pension contributions and relying on your partner financially which I’ve discovered I’m not a fan of.

Would you consider leaving teaching for a few years and having a part time job doing something else just so there’s no gaps on your cv?

ChloeHel · 04/04/2022 09:53

Hi,

I have been in a similar boat to you where I wasn’t going to go back after maternity and have 6 years off until the youngest went to primary school (currently pregnant with said youngest and DD is 18 months). But we decided it would be more beneficial for me to go back 1 day a week, that way I’m still paying into my pension, still on the career ladder and can buy things for DH and DD. It’s nice to have your own money and not rely on DH.

We don’t have to pay for any childcare and because it’s only 1 day a week I’m not taxed. The 1 day I do work we have family look after DD.

Maybe consider something similar to that :) I definitely wouldn’t completely pack in work, no matter how much I really, really want to haha.

girlmom21 · 04/04/2022 09:53

@Swayingpalmtrees

I am out of this thread, it is a toxic wasteland of people that seem very unkind.
You keep saying this and yet you're still here.

Shouldn't you be playing super mom somewhere?

Clymene · 04/04/2022 09:54

@Swayingpalmtrees

I genuinely feel sorry for you clymene You sound compromised, shall we say.
Compromised? I don't think you understand what that word means. I'm perfectly happy with my choices. My children are happy healthy teenagers and I feel no guilt or sadness about any of my choices.

I wonder why you're so insecure in yours that you feel the need to attack other mothers and try and give them anxiety about their children's well-being if they work? It's very unkind.

Not sIre this conversation is in any way helpful to the OP either!

satelliteheart · 04/04/2022 09:55

Op, I've been a sahm since my first (now 4) was born and will be until at least my youngest starts school in several years. It's a very individual choice and no one can tell you what to do. I love being at home with my children and had a job that shouldn't be too hard to get back into. I also have the option to do some studying/retraining before I return to work if it's necessary. Dh earns enough to give us a nice life, not crazy rich, but we can afford days out as a family, holidays and the odd takeaway.

The main thing is financial security, I have a rental property in my name which brings in a small income and we're considering buying another one. We also have almost two years of dh's gross income in savings/investments in case he gets made redundant and dh pays into a pension for me so we shouldn't be up shit creek in retirement. And we are 100% equals in everything. All money is family money and I can spend as I wish, Dh would never dream of criticising me for buying myself new clothes/getting my hair done etc like you often see on here. He also more than pulls his weight with childcare and household tasks and does an equal share of night wakings and getting up with them in the morning

There are a lot of sahms on here who are stuck in very unequal, borderline abusive, relationships. You need to be very sure you wouldn't be getting yourself into a similar situation and that your husband will fully respect your role in the family and your contribution

Brefugee · 04/04/2022 09:55

I remember why I avoid threads like this now, it makes me so sad to think of the babies and children that have had such a negative childhood experience as their mothers seemed to hate being with them and couldn't wait to leave them. There is something so sad and damaging about some of these posts.

what a load of bollocks. Women, working class women, have ALWAYS worked. The difference now is that we often live far from families, and our own mothers (or MILs) are also still working so no chance of doing extended family childcare which has been a stalwart feature of working class women's lives.
The cost of childcare is exhorbitant. And women fought long and hard not to be seen as "breeding machines" and should have the choice to work outside the home if that is what is good for them and their children. Why do you think "mother's little helpers" were a thing? and how many children were damaged by marriages staying together "for the sake of the children"? Plenty.

Women have choices, as do men (pity more men don't make the choice to cut hours and pick up more slack on the home front so that more women could work fewer than 40 hours and still have that SAHM-vibe) and the more of us make those choices, for the good of our own families, having given it serious thought the better.

There is no "right way" of being a mother. The fact that being at home with children nearly broke my brain is neither here nor there in the terms that i love my children more than life itself - i just didn't love having to be with them 24/7.

And contrary to the toxic wasteland pp mentioned, i'm finding this thread refreshing in that is is less SAHM vs Working outside the home mum rather but is instead a lot of good advice and personal anecdotes about how people have made motherhood work for them and their families. It has been supportive, for the most part, and most of the toxicity (which has been mild) has come in the form of "ohhhhh the poooooor babies" with an undertone of horrible women who don't love their children. But even that has been restricted to only a few posts.

Have you any idea how damaging it is as a child to hear your mother actively hating spending time with you? Couldn't wait to leave you.

can't speak for anyone else but i never ever said that to my children and i don't know anyone who did (have met plenty of men who "work" late so they get home after the children are in bed though).

I wonder how women with children who feel they have no option but to work (lone parent, sole earner, two wages don't cut it etc) feel when the sanctimonious brigade castigate them for not wanting to spend every waking second with their offspring? or how women who have made a sometimes really difficult choice to be a SAHP (for whatever reason) feel when the sanctimonious "but think of your pension" brigade castigate them for that?

The reality is that we make choices for our families. But the decision to SAHP has to be taken with eyes wide open about what the financial implications may be, especially pensions, and how much robustness there is in the family budget for unforseen disasters. In that respect i have found this thread supportive and really good.

GizmosEveningBath · 04/04/2022 09:56

Oh and if not on a parenting forum, where else would it be appropriate for Mums to talk about PND and the more difficult aspects of parenthood? Or should us mums just dose ourselves up on valium and gin and be happy with our lot? If a mum is feeling depressed at home, what should she do @Swayingpalmtrees?

Turningpurple · 04/04/2022 09:56

@Swayingpalmtrees

I am out of this thread, it is a toxic wasteland of people that seem very unkind.
Its not our responsibility or obligation to be kind. Especially to people who are rude and judgemental.
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