It was quite nice for a few weeks the first time when it felt genuine but I was happy when it stopped.
As a front line NHS person I would like to feel that the public do support us. At the start I thought they did but lately haven't been so sure.
In recent months there's been a lot of talk about 'empty hospitals' 'staff sitting around' 'cancelling operations' as though we somehow wanted to do that or did it for an easy life. More of the usual 'the NHS is shit' 'why don't we privatise' 'x, y, z other country is better'
I'd rather some supportive comments and challenging this unhelpful shit than clapping really.
Oh and don't vote for Tory governments. BLM got criticised for saying defund the police well voting Tory is a vote to defund the NHS so maybe have a think on that.
This has definitely been the worst year of my working life but the way things are going right now next year might top it. I've already had COVID myself and in many ways I am relieved. The fear of having it very badly was there a bit but my main fear was of passing it on to others and being responsible for killing people. The inability to give your best service because of restrictions. The constant weigh up of Covid risk vs other serious risks. Constant fear of a major outbreak on my ward. Dealing with all the fear and grief and anger of patients, relatives and indeed colleagues.
Clapping is not massively helpful
Checking in with any health care people you know and offering a shoulder to cry on, speaking positively about the NHS and voting to increase its funding are the most helpful things.