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To love one child more than the other

175 replies

inadarkdarktown · 19/05/2020 07:39

I just wondered if other people feel this way too and just never say so because it sounds so awful?

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RobuxBriberyIsMyLifeNow · 20/05/2020 03:39

As I tell them, I like whoever is the quietest the best Wink but the Daily Mash sum it up well (I am currently having a Mash binge at stupid o clock)
www.thedailymash.co.uk/news/society/parents-find-their-children-equally-unfavourable-2013061271881

Fromthebirdsnest · 20/05/2020 04:15

I love all my children the same , however my youngest is my last and we co sleep he's an adorable funny easy child and I rarely find him annoying , my middle is my only living daughter we have special shopping days , do each others hair, we have a lot of trust and are generally really close however she crys over anything and winges a lot , my eldest boy is very hard work , we don't have many similar interests he's just turned preteen and tells fibs and loses his temper but God do I adore him , we had him 18 months after we had a late miscarriage he saved me from the worst time in my life and when he was a baby I couldn't put him down is carry him around all day and hed sleep in my arms , I don't think I'd ever been so happy,i was just so grateful that he was here .. So although we don't always get along we have a really special bond and love each other to bits and he always gives me hugs and we are very close regardless of our differences, I was a mum without a child before him and I will always appreciate him for that , I think most people love there children the same but have more in common, so may like one more than the other but really you'd die for any of them ... If you feel this way maybe really try to find common ground with the "less loved" child spend time with them concentrate on there good traits and you may find it was like all along and your love them just as much x

Coyoacan · 20/05/2020 04:32

I can only advise you to stop being dazzled by this 'exceptional' older child and start looking very hard for all the things that sparkle about your younger one - things that are definitely there, waiting for you to discover them

I only had one child but I've done this as a teacher and with other children I shared a house with and it really works.

Please OP, work on this. Everyone of your children deserves to be loved and appreciated for the individual and unique person they are.

SnowsInWater · 20/05/2020 04:45

I have a favourite eldest son, a favourite youngest son/middle child and a favourite daughter.

Soon2BeMumof3 · 20/05/2020 05:02

I rank my family weekly.

Every week, the robot vacuum is #1 and everyone else ties for second.

OP, Hide it. From both of them. You can't help your feelings and like other posters have said, they are likely to change over time anyway. But hide it.

Having an obvious favourite hurts everyone, including the 'sparkly' one. It will especially damage the relationship between siblings, which will be there long after you leave this earth.

EdwinaMay · 20/05/2020 06:42

People are influenced by their own childhoods. And whether the child takes after them or their partner, though it doesn't mean they will love the one like them most, could easily be the opposite depending on how their own self-esteem is.
DM loved little boys, and said that, and I can see she was like that with the DGCs. When I thought about it in later years, I could see she wasn't close to her DM, but was close to her DF who died quite young. And she had an older D Sis who she was perhaps jealous of.
So it's not just the personality of the DCs it's you and your unconscious memories.

EdwinaMay · 20/05/2020 06:45

Is the sparkly child the child you wish you had been, OP? - instead you are shy and in your eyes less lovable, did your DPs favour a sibling?

honeylulu · 20/05/2020 07:20

People are influenced by their own childhoods. And whether the child takes after them or their partner, though it doesn't mean they will love the one like them most, could easily be the opposite depending on how their own self-esteem is.

Yes yes yes to this. My mum often spoke about her unhappy childhood because her parents had so obviously favoured her younger, prettier, cleverer, more charismatic sister - how this had hurt etc.

Yet exactly the same dynamic occurred with her own children ... and she does not see it. My sister was the high achiever, good as gold and so on. And my mum adores her, whilst I am surplus to requirements. History has repeated itself and she cannot see it.

I have tried to challenge her about this but when I have I am told I am selfish, jealous, bitter, difficult, want to spoil everything. No, mother, i just wanted to feel that you loved and cared for me too, like you longed for your mother to love you too.

I think my mum had very low self esteem from her childhood and felt that she had finally achieved something special by producing and raising such a perfect daughter. My imperfect presence spoiled that feeling of revelling in the reflected glory. I reckon I remind her too much of herself and her childhood dynamic.

Phew! Despite all that I am a really happy person, honestly!

Sceptre86 · 20/05/2020 07:38

I am more protective of the eldest. She was a tiny baby and I put so much energy into getting her to thrive. She is quite a shy little girl but so sweet natured I worry about her more in some ways. My ds is a larger than life character, was a big boy at birth and was generally easier to take care of. I do not worry about him in the same way as his sister. I love them both the same and wouldn't be without either.

I am one of four and my mum has always said she loves us all the same but some of us are easier to like.

Sceptre86 · 20/05/2020 07:40

I often tell my kids that they are mummy's best son and best daughter but then I only have one of each.Wink

Suzie6789 · 20/05/2020 07:49

The child you love less will know. Trust me they will. Parents with a golden child always think they don't show it

This^ your DD won’t be more sparkly you just need to notice what’s special about your other child too. I feel very sorry for your other daughter, and she will probably know you don’t like / love her as much.

crispysausagerolls · 20/05/2020 07:51

About to have my second child. I am the black sheep of my family and DH is the golden boy of his. This thread has made me very sad that people genuinely think they love one child less/more, rather than just like. How horrible.

inadarkdarktown · 20/05/2020 08:07

Thank you to everyone who has provided a constructive reply. I am giving deep thought to the reasons that I might not have bonded so easily with my second DD and how I can foster this bond. And pay attention to her qualities although she is still very young. And ensure my children are equally loved.

I am deeply sorry to the many people who have had such difficult childhoods. Everyone seems to be saying they don't have a favourite child, yet their parents' generation all did. I fear this only goes to reinforce my point that maybe it's more common than people like to admit.

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joannaplumley · 20/05/2020 08:08

My only child asks me who is my favourite, him or the cat and I tell him the cat of course. He is 17 though Smile

WaterOffADucksCrack · 20/05/2020 08:16

I fear this only goes to reinforce my point that maybe it's more common than people like to admit. So? Being common doesn't make it ok. Why "fear" it? Are you going to get some sort of counselling then? Or just continue aa you have been as that clearly isn't working for your family as a whole.

EdwinaMay · 20/05/2020 08:18

yet their parents' generation all did

Hindsight explains a lot.

AllNaturalIngredients · 20/05/2020 08:32

I know both my parents love me deeply but I do feel like I’m the family disappointment 😢

ploughingthrough · 20/05/2020 08:36

I find one easier to spend time with than the other . But I can categorically say I love them with equal fierceness and I can't fathom loving one more than another.

MrsBobDylan · 20/05/2020 08:39

I think you need to get help to examine why you feel this way op. It is not enough to just accept you feel differently about your younger dd and 'not show it'.

It is impossible to 'not show it' however hard you try.

I have 3 dc each very different due to personalisation and disability. However, they are all kind, funny and brilliant. I love them equally although I have to parent them very differently to each other due to disabilities. But I love them all equally.

MrsBobDylan · 20/05/2020 08:41

Also, my mother used to play favourites and we all grew up thinking we weren't it. After a lot of therapy, I now realise that she doesn't really love any of her four kids, so in effect she doesn't like us all equally Grin

She was her own favourite!

BlueEggsAndSpam · 20/05/2020 08:50

I can definitely think of one person who had a favourite child and it was clear as day, though I don’t think she even realised it herself. She had a traumatic birth and PND with her son and went on to have a ‘normal’ birth and no PND either second. She would always talk about the naughty things her son had done and the hilarious things her daughter had done. Admittedly I never met them when I knew the mother but I’m still friends with her on Facebook and in all the pictures her daughter looks like an absolute brat (flame me), for example, standing on chairs in restaurants whilst her son is sat next to her smiling for the photo. Only one example but it seems to be the case for every story of her children.
Closer to home my husband was always closer to his dad and his sister to his mum, which I think is quite normal, except his dad died when he was 13 so he’s always felt as though ‘his’ parent died.
We’ve only got one baby and it’s part of why I’m tempted to stick at one. I love her more than life itself and I don’t want to take the risk that I wouldn’t love another as much as her (or even worse, more than her!)

areyoubeingserviced · 20/05/2020 09:08

I actually asked my three children ( who are all very honest) if they believed that I had a favourite child and they said that they didn’t.
I was relieved

BabyLlamaZen · 20/05/2020 09:50

Op you haven't answered the question about whether you really think it's love them more or what you perceive as love? Have you got someone else you can talk to about this? Hope you get help to work it out.

ItsSpittingEverybodyIn · 20/05/2020 11:34

Really sad you feel this way op!

Dipi79 · 20/05/2020 16:04

I've got twin daughters and I love and like different things about each one.

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