I've been worried about the coronavirus since 22nd Feburary, when they locked down Wuhan and I was on holiday in China on the other side of the country from my home.
Then, on 26th February, I was incredibly worried when they suddenly closed the town we were staying in and we had to urgently take three flights across China to get home.
Then, when the FO effectively said get out while you can, I was worried until I could get a flight to Seoul.
I then spent 14 days in Korea, worrying and working hard to keep myself away from other humans, in case I had the virus and passed it on.
After that, I mostly worried about when we could go home, but then, at the end of last week, we found the virus had broken out in Korea, and I started worrying about catching it again.
Now, I'm in Seoul, worrying about getting back into China, which at this point seems to be the safest place to be.
When I get back in on Friday, I will need to do a 14 day home quarantine, during which time, I'll worry all over again about developing the virus, and whether I can get enough food delivered to us.
It's been a very worrying month. It seems ridiculous to think at one point, I was actually on holiday. I've never felt less relaxed.