for those of us that got children with disabilities, knowing our children were fine before injection, we can say how difficult it is for the children and us especially when the children have no speech or understanding of the world around them. Knowing that your child was fine until after this injection it's not easy and having to fight for everything to help and support the child.
I am so sorry that your child is disabled. I don’t know how you know that the vaccine is responsible though.
My twins seemed completely normal developmentally - one had some health issues from birth but no developmental issues. They both regressed significantly, for one he lost most of the skills he had acquired pretty much overnight. It was terrifying. Had this happened close to a vaccination I can imagine I might have blamed the vaccine... but they were fine until 18 months old, 6 months after their 12 month jabs. They are autistic, regression isn’t a common feature of ASD, and was way before MMR or most current vaccines were introduced.
The fact that regression can occur between 12 and 18 months in autistic children is one of the main reasons that ASD and MMR were linked in the first place. That doesn’t mean they are connected.
I know how hard it is to have disabled children, believe me. I’m sorry you feel you could have prevented it but I would entertain the possibility that there’s nothing you could have done that would have changed things 