It isn't so much that we are tired from working 8am - 6pm in school every day; nor that we are also tired from additionally working from 9pm - 11pm 5/7 evening a week; nor that we are tired from spending at least one day at the weekend also working.
It's also that the children are tired. They are cranky. They fall out; they fight; they cry; they are reluctant to work; and we have to use all of our reserves to encourge, cajole, jolly them along and mediate. It's like being a teacher/social worker/nurse/counsellor/children's party entertainer for 6 hours a day to 30 different people, sometimes simultaneously, every day.
I can have 5 children in front of me. One needs the teacher, one needs the nurse, one needs the social worker, one needs the counsellor and the other one just needs the clown and I have to be all of those. And that doesn't include the time I spend doing up top buttons, tying shoelaces and listening to the stories of what grandma said last night or what the new puppy did or where they're going on holiday in the summer.
And then I have to ensure that every child meets the objective for each lesson every day.
Most days, I don't have time for lunch so I'm running on empty all afternoon. And on days when I am on playground duty both morning and afternoon and run a club at lunchtime (lunch is 45 mins - and I also have to use that time to set up the classroom for the afternoon), I don't drink because, if I forget/don't get chance to fill my water bottle up before 8.30, I won't get change again and, even if I do, I won't have chance to go for a wee before 3.30pm!
I don't know of any other job (other than A&E nurses) when people are are required to perform at the top of their game for their entire working week without being able to drink or go for a wee when they need to!
And then, quite often, there is a meeting at the end of the day when we are told we need to do more.
Bloody love it but, yes, this final stretch is fucking exhausting! 