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Relationship ended but not what I want :(

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ccat1901 · 31/08/2021 11:27

My partner of 9 years has just told me that he loves me but not in a romantic way anymore. I asked if we could try the sexual side again and he said he doesn't feel it and that he doesn't want any counselling. I am going through the menopause and we talked and I was depressed for much of last year so our sex life suffered. I started new vitamins and now I feel great and was up for sex but that is when this happened and he wanted to end things. We live together with my 2 children my 15 year old has autism) and his 16 year old daughter (who has suffered mentally when with her mother). He wants us to live together and nothing change apart from not being a couple. He said he wants to go to the gym and try yoga and hang out with me as I'm his best friend and wants us to be closer than before. I'm absolutely devastated - I love him and want him but he blankly said no. We can't cause the kids upheaval at the moment with exams and final years in school but do you think spending "more quality time together than before" as he said means he may change his mind? Or is he saying this to soften the blow? I'm so confused and sad.

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DuckbilledSplatterPuff · 31/08/2021 15:20

In fact, I would stop discussing your relationship with him at all for the present. Just say you need time to think about it all and leave him hanging. He thinks he knows how to manage you. Don't let him.

Eviebeans · 31/08/2021 15:22

I think that even if nothing has happened with acrobat girl so far this is what he would like to happen. Sad as it is you will need to sort something out for you and your daughter. Please don't give him blow jobs (or whatever it is that you think men like) and "keep house" for him in the hope that he will magically fall back in love with you. Look after yourself.

Chailatteplease · 31/08/2021 15:23

You need to remove the blinkers OP. You won’t be able to do that until you get some space from him. Right now your devastation is blinding you to what’s really happening here. He’s running hot and cold on you because he’s making his mind up about you and OW (connection Hmm) possibly feeling some guilt (hence all the best friend talk).
I know it hurts, take care of yourself as best you can and get him out. He’s lying to you and messing with your head, big time.

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DoubleEx · 31/08/2021 15:23

He wants to shag other people while he’s got you at home doing the ‘pick me’ dance, washing his pants and looking after his kid.

Tell him to fuck off.

bigbaggyeyes · 31/08/2021 15:32

The only way you have any chance of him coming back to you is if you stand up to him and take control. He needs to genuinely realise what he's losing. Kick him out, start divorce proceedings, make him lie in his bed, only then will he actually understand what he's choosing to let go of. Hopefully by the time he does, you'll realise what a complete selfish shit he's being and not want him back

youvegottenminuteslynn · 31/08/2021 15:35

He's blindsided you which means he's now steering you through the next steps because you are dazed and confused.

Stop.

Reset.

Do not sleepwalk into signing up for a half life of his choosing.

He'll say you chose it, that you agreed to it so have no right to complain. You will be miserable and he will have taken away your feeling that you have a right to a voice.

If he truly respects you how he says he does and how you felt he did, he will agree to go somewhere for a couple of days. He can tell the kids it's work or something.

You need time away from him being physically present or you are going to sleepwalk into the half life we've mentioned - holding hands to gain comfort from the person who has hurt you, while he has one foot out there door and doesn't need to feel guilty now (in his mind) because 'I told you we are just friends now.'

He's broken your heart. It's unavoidable in most people's lives to never have that happen. It's avoidable to let them same person break your heart twice. You need to accept it's over and grieve in order to move past this bit. Or you could be stuck feeling exactly how you do right now for months or years.

And I'm sorry it hurts but the day he suddenly says 'this isn't fair on you so we can't live together anymore' will be the day he's agreed to live with someone else.

Don't let him force you to live a half life. If he loved you even as a friend he wouldn't ask you to do that, he wouldn't even let you persuade him to do that, knowing you want more from him than he is willing to give. It's cruel and selfish.

thenewduchessofhastings · 31/08/2021 15:40

I've just read your reply's to this thread.

There's a few things that stand out

*The night time shows;doing these mean he can't be around for his daughter in the evenings etc so he leaves that to you and wants to continue doing that.
*This woman he feels a connection with:she sounds a lot younger than him and he either already shagging her or has cleared the decks so to speak because she wouldn't shag him whilst still in a relationship.
*He's got you full of false hope and dangling on the hook which gives him the opportunity to pick you up and use you if things don't work out with his new woman
*You are being treated like doormat
*If you're not a couple you need to take your daughter and move out of his house.Do not be treated like a fool.
*You really need to grow a backbone OP

Lillygolightly · 31/08/2021 15:42

Stop asking him that question - he’s not told you the truth so far, and he isn’t going to tell you the truth either.

Don’t you think it’s mightily coincidental that he’s had a connection with someone else and now suddenly wants to be single?

I know you want this relationship to work, and to be honest hanging on like your are isn’t helping matters. The only chance I see is if he really understands what he stands to lose, but he’s never going to understand that for as long as your still there hanging on like you are doing. All that’s going to happen this way is that your going to be waiting for him to come back you whilst he is preparing to move away from you, and when he finally makes that move…..and he will, your going to feel immensely taken advantage of because he has and will have taken advantage of you, using you and keeping you hanging on while he’s busy setting up his new life.

Like I say your best chance is to make him see just what it is he has to lose. You tell him that his proposed arrangement is not enough for you and that you split up properly so that you can move on and find the happiness that you deserve. Tell him you’ve thought about it and realised your worth more than the crumbs he’s offering and that whilst it’s nice he wants to stay friends, your not looking for a friend, your looking for a partner who loves you in EVERY way, not just as a friend or even a best friend.

I know splitting properly seems like a gamble to you, but honestly it’s not. Either he’s going to wake up, get a shock and come to his senses (when he realises that you won’t fall for his frankly ridiculous idea being best friends and getting closer but not as a couple….I mean please 🙄) and realise what he’s got or, he will leave….like he was going to do anyway, the only difference being is that it’s going to happen a lot earlier, be a lot more difficult nothing like as easy as he had planned it to be.

Which would you rather OP - it’s the lesser of 2 evils…..

Would you rather he stayed with you stringing you along, pretending to be best friends and yet all the while he’s going after this other woman, making plans with her, getting his life sorted and setting things up with her until he’s ready to leave you properly? At which point he will leave you feeling used, devastated and heartbroken.

Or

Do you want to make this new life his dreaming of difficult for him, make him realise that cost of this new life is his lovely life that he had with you and the children. He’s going to have a much harder time going after this other woman when it’s complicated by splitting up with you, sorting living arrangements and looking after his own child and comforting her about the split. It’s hardly going to seem all romantic and meant to be when it all comes as such upheaval and such cost is it?!

Think carefully, put yourself first and don’t believe the crap that comes out of his mouth, any of it!!!

Sunshineandflipflops · 31/08/2021 15:52

Op, my brother was in a similar position to you, except he was your husband. He had been with his wife for years, since they were kids really. They struggled to have a baby so they had IVF and had a son but gradually, he became more and more unhappy to the point where he and his wife were best friends but that was it.

There is more that isn't really relevant here but he was honest and said to his wife that he would happily stay in the marriage as companions but she (quite rightly) wanted more so they divorced.

They are still very good friends and in fact he has just been to her wedding and he is engaged to someone else and very happy. He loved her very much but not in the way she needed him to love her so she made a very brave decision because I don't think he ever wold have done. I think you have to do the same x

cestunestilo · 31/08/2021 15:58

OMG sweetie he's using you.

Please look into moving out. He's going to cause you more and more hurt if you stay.

Marni83 · 31/08/2021 16:53

Op

What is your financial situation?
Could he afford to move out anyway?

ccat1901 · 31/08/2021 16:58

@StormTreader thank you - I guess o just hoped that with all we have talked about in the past day, making plans for our anniversary (that would have been), going to our friends tomorrow and his mums on Friday (he said he won’t tell her), and him wanting more from our friendship I thought it could develop like it did in time when we were first together....
My son is autistic and staring his final gcse year, my daughter is in her final a level year and his daughter is getting counselling after her mum and her boyfriend domestic abuse, so yes a clean break would be the “head “ sensible option, but the effect on the children would just be too great.

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ccat1901 · 31/08/2021 17:00

@Marni83 he owns the house (mortgaged) but we split all the bills pretty much 50/50. We built a room in the garden about 18 months ago and he suggested he have his bedroom in there. Maybe on time that will work but I’m so worried about the kids, pls I can’t talk about the situation without crying so I asked him to wait until I was stronger and that he needs to help me through that.

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SheldonesqueTheBstard · 31/08/2021 17:03

so yes a clean break would be the “head “ sensible option, but the effect on the children would just be too great.

If you are tearful and upset I’m afraid the children will already be affected by that.

user1471538283 · 31/08/2021 17:06

Oh no he owns the house. I would get money saved as quickly as possible and leave. Your DC have you. It's a shame for his DC but that is not your concern.

He is happy for you to do the work with his DC, run the house as if you are staff. But when he finds someone or decides to make whoever it is now official he will throw you and your DC out in a heartbeat.

You need to look out for yourself. You are worth more than this.

Marni83 · 31/08/2021 17:07

I wouldn’t be so worried about the children
I’ve been through it and you’ll be surprised

Devastating yes. But you’ll be on good terms by sounds of it.

It’s important how you seem to them
I was desperate for my children NOT to worry about me
That meant me plastering smiles on my face

And pretty soon… this smiles were genuine

Marni83 · 31/08/2021 17:08

How long have you lived together ?
Do you pay towards the mortgage?

ccat1901 · 31/08/2021 17:09

Yes, but he has said he would move to the shed in the garden or move out but that's not what he wants he said. I don't cry infront of the kids, I just can't broach the subject without crying and do so away from them - I tell you what, I have never ever felt such pain, my last relationship was 16 years (the father of my kids) and I didn't feel like this, he was abusive so best option. My now ex has never been and we were good once :( I guess I need to mourn that

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Marni83 · 31/08/2021 17:10

If i were you
I’d say - i get that you want us to live under same room as friends
In that case, please add me to the mortgage and home ownership

Serenschintte · 31/08/2021 17:14

My heart really goes out to you. If he won’t go to Councelling as a couple then you should definitely go - for yourself.
Sending you hugs.

frogswimming · 31/08/2021 17:15

"a clean break would be the “head “ sensible option, but the effect on the children would just be too great."

I don't think you're right in that regard. They are older teenagers, some nearly adults. They are able to understand a clean break and move on. Dragging the process out with no clear end point and confusing uncertainty would have more of a negative effect on them imo.

frogswimming · 31/08/2021 17:16

Also, I'm sorry you're going through this. I hope you feel better soon Thanks

OurChristmasMiracle · 31/08/2021 17:17

You need to tell him honestly that living together as just friends will not work for you and it is not something you are prepared to agree to. Therefore one of you needs to find somewhere else to live.

frogswimming · 31/08/2021 17:18

Better to split now than in June when they're in the middle of exams.

frogswimming · 31/08/2021 17:19

Do you split the mortgage 50:50 as well?