Good post livin
It seems to hit me more in the morning
Maybe because we are usually home in the evening, so it feels normal
In fact for someone like me who spends huge swathes of the day at home, I don’t know why it affects me so badly
Then I remember
My freedom is gone.
I don’t know if I’ll ever get it back.
I’m nearer to the end of my life than the beginning..is this how it ends for me with more and more misery, powerlessness, lack of choice , for Ed into doing so many things I don’t want to do, behaving in a way I don’t want to behave.
Are they going to pull out more and more laws to force us into compliance.
I had a melt down when we got back from Tenerife because I could ‘ feel’ what was about to happen.
So far I haven’t been wrong
I wanted to believe this lockdown was for a few weeks, but I had the gnawing feeling inside this wasn’t so.
It’s why I couldn’t leap up and start making cakes, doing crafts , reading books , zoom meetings etc
I just felt I’d already been annihilated.
The only way I’ve been able to cope is to get in my car and drive to places I know and love...almost checking they are still there.
Germany has also had protests in several cities.
I posted on the other thread.
We’ve got a picnic planned for tomorrow
Watch it rain