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Was the OW now the DW - AMA

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Ivgotasecretcanyoukeepit · 13/07/2018 20:29

I was the OW now the DW so AMA if you’re interested.

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LunaTrap · 15/07/2018 21:30

*extricate not extradite!

Periwinklethekittycat · 15/07/2018 21:57

All i can say is that people sometimes do fall in love and are in unhappy marriages.

Graphista · 15/07/2018 22:12

"I'm sure you hope, but you don't know." Can only speak for myself but I dreaded ex cheating on 2nd wife. Which he did/is repeated because that's yet more stress, more hurt for my dd. So far 2nd wife is tolerating, not sure how much longer that will go on for. So that means dd quite possibly losing contact with her half siblings which at the moment is fairly consistent.

"There is the same chance that our marriage will fail as there is with ones not started from an affair." Actually there's a fair bit of evidence otherwise.

"Would they prefer that people stay in loveless marriages?" Far from the only option. In this case, given the time span being so short between the 2 long affairs and other infidelities having happened, I hardly think OP'S h made very much effort in their marriage at all.

"Why do they put the blame on the OW or assume the bloke is an arse?" Ow who KNOW their affair partner is in a ltr are acting immorally, and they know it. People who cheat, even more so. Their actions have wide ranging long term consequences for completely innocent parties.

"If the marriage was a happy one then no one would have had an affair in the first place." That's dangerously close to blaming the cheated on spouse/partner which is beyond low.

Stating the affair partners are very happy still 40 years later misses the point - how are their ex spouses/partners? The children from the earlier relationships doing? Or do only the feelings of the cheats matter?

"But sometimes you don't realise how unhappy you are until you meet someone that makes you happy." And sometimes - usually I suspect - what's actually happening is the cheat is rewriting history to try and justify their unjustifiable actions.

"Has no one here actually got any real life experience?" I'm 46, personally I'm a child of an abusive, deeply unhappy marriage where there are addiction issues, I've survived premature birth, being an army brat, scapegoating, csa, Dv in my childhood home, 2 mc inc a partially ectopic one, several life threatening surgeries, a complicated pregnancy & birth during which dd & I almost died, being an army wife, a very nasty divorce inc completely unfounded allegations of abuse & neglect, supporting a child who my now ex basically wanted to forget existed let alone he had responsibility for, been a Lp for 15 years, during which time I've been a full time student, full time working, part time working, had 2 full mental breakdowns, and am currently dealing with my 4th bout of agoraphobia. In addition I have on one side of my family a good few addicts, some recovered some not, supported family & friends during their own trials and tribulations inc divorce, being the children of divorce inc where there's been infidelity (not always the men that cheat, sometimes it's women), I have a family member and a few friends who are/have been single fathers for a variety of reasons... That enough "life experience"?

I'd actually say it's those of us WITH a wealth of life experience that recognise the cliches, the rewriting of history, the justification AND we've seen and may have experienced the LONG TERM effects of people acting selfishly and irresponsibly.

"Do you really think that every single person saying this is shitty have never found themselves in positions where cheating is a possibility?" Yes I've found over the years that a lot of cheats don't realise, even don't believe that people who don't cheat can also find themselves attracted to even propositioned by people other than their partner/spouse AND DO NOTHING ABOUT IT. There's always a choice.

"Grown adults are responsible for their behaviour and capable of exhibiting some self control" exactly.

Luna Flowers

Justtheonequestion · 15/07/2018 22:20

I don't know if it's having been dragged up through a dad having multiple affairs and seeing my mother absolutely broken, but all of this 'but people do fall in love' sounds like absolute bollocks. People aren't dogs. They can control their actions and aren't ruled by their genitals. Having a dick inside you, or sticking your dick in someone else, is not the be all and end all of the universe. Sex is something people do. It is not like air, or food. We are actually capable of you know....abstaining, if it is required.
Unless you're an animal, in which case, you don't deserve to be treated as a human.
Harsh, but after seeing my mother, and how it's fucked up my view of relationships, tough fucking shit. You're a dog. So is he. That kid should be protected from both of you.

Igorina · 15/07/2018 22:52

people who don't cheat can also find themselves attracted to even propositioned by people other than their partner/spouse AND DO NOTHING ABOUT IT. There's always a choice.

Yup.

Unless you are very stupid you will know when your feelings for someone have gone from platonic to romantic. That's when you have a choice.

People can pretend they didn't have a choice because they just "fell in love" but they know it's bollocks.

In reality, they decided that their needs and wants were more important than anyone else's in their lives often including their own children.

Then get outraged when people judge them for it.

Graphista · 15/07/2018 23:14

"In reality, they decided that their needs and wants were more important than anyone else's in their lives often including their own children" exactly

And the effects aren't even just on the immediate family, it's on grandparents, siblings, friends even colleagues - there's even been threads on here by work colleagues who've been forced into knowledge of an affair and then experience sleepless nights and stress due to the guilt of the knowledge, especially if they have to make small talk with the betrayed spouse at work functions, or worse the cheat uses or tries to use work or colleagues as alibi.

About a month after I split from ex one of his colleagues bumped into me as I was leaving the local shop, she'd been put in exactly this position. She'd never actively lied for him but it had still weighed heavily on her. She apologised for not telling me (I assured her I understood what a horrific position she was in), and was in near tears at the relief she felt. My ex cheated with someone who was supposedly also a friend of mine, at work functions where I was present they of course behaved themselves but I learned that at ones I was unable to attend (sometimes at least this was because he'd deliberately not given me enough notice to arrange a sitter) they were all over each other, making it impossible for any colleagues not to know what was happening through no choice of their own.

That's a very unfair position to put anyone in.

Igorina · 15/07/2018 23:51

I was the friend who knew, Graph and it's crap.

One of my best friends got involved with a married man. I didn't know his wife beforehand but felt like I saw her everywhere once she was pointed out to me.

My friend was in love. Totally completely in love but ended it because the guilt was too much. This guy went on to cheat again and his wife found out a year later.

I know I should have told her but had no idea how to go about it at the time, I was a stranger to her. I still feel horrible about it, quite rightly.

So as a 'knowing friend' - I'm really sorry about what happened to you Graph.

Graphista · 16/07/2018 00:10

Thanks. I too am sorry you went through that. It's a horrible position to be in.

DaisyTwirl · 16/07/2018 00:17

I left my ex after discovering his affair - the OW was a complete bitch about it & as far as she was concerned they were soulmates etc, hence just superficial guilt.

Ironically, I have recently become friends with her after she found out that he has been cheating on her too (they've been together a couple of years now).

Since we've started talking, I've found out all the bollocks he told her about our marriage - none of it true - the usual "like brother & sister/no sex/I'm a psycho" etc.

This is exactly the same lines as he's spun the latest willingly available mug, but this latest one thinks she's the one that he's been searching for... 🙄

My OW (who's now a friend) is distraught & in bits - making it worse is that she's also now dealing with the massive guilt of realising just how she'd been complicit in wreaking havoc on mine & our kids' life.

Why did he have an affair with you OP?
Nothing more exciting than that he is greedy, selfish & a liar I'm afraid...
You're not special, there's no big love story - you were just available & willing.

Ivgotasecretcanyoukeepit · 16/07/2018 00:24

@Just - HAHA when my body is gone. Darling that is why I spend a fortune on personal training to ensure that doesn’t happen. I’m half Italian and by looking at my parents I will more than likely keep my looks thank you.

What decent person makes comments on women’s bodies anyway.

@Luna - my husband is a creep because he is older. Ok then. He isn’t two decades older I am late 20’s and he is approaching mid 40’s.

@Graphista - he has had plenty of time while stuck in a relationship he felt miserable in to assess what he wants. yes we have the marital home as it was my husbands anyway.

Yes I would think I am attractive not that it matters anyway. His ex wife is approaching her 40’s

Yes we have the marital home as it is my husbands before he married his ex wife.

In regards to the divorce. She was given a lump sum which was very sizeable. She has a good job which is very well paid so I wouldn’t worry about her.

@Kuman - then they wouldn’t be friends would they. I have a very close group of friends and so does he. No judgement from them. My friends were supportive then as they are now.

@MyName - I don’t sit her down you know and say ‘ DSD I love you just as much as mum and dad and I think of you like my own’ I just do and that won’t change.

Have you read posts on the step parent board? There are some step parents who talk so disparaging of their step children it is horrifying yet here I am being vilified for loving my DSD.

@CanWe - exactly what is so apparent is that bitter ex wives on here would rather my relationship failed and I hated my DSD than believe my DH and I are happy in love and DSD is well loved.

I agree all relationships can fail as people grow/change as people regardless of how the relationship began.

@Chips - thank you. It’s ironic that all of the posters saying I am evil/horrible/morally corrupt are so bitter and unpleasant.

@Belinda - yes we still work for the same company he is a director. I am not a direct report however although still senior.

No we don’t notice the age gap as we love to do the same things.

@Chips - exactly.

@Luna - he did leave to be with me his now wife.

@Bullying - rather an interesting choice of username. Let’s hope no one takes bullying advice from you when you abuse people online.

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LunaTrap · 16/07/2018 00:30

No he's a creep because he was shagging a much younger colleague in the work place. I'm guessing you were early 20s at that point, although you haven't said how long you've been together, and junior to him.

SD1978 · 16/07/2018 00:34

Still I retested to know. If you were allegedly soul mates- why couldn’t he finish with his wife before starting a relationship with you? Why did he need to shag you both for a while to work this out? And are you his first affair, or juts the first one he’s left a marriage for?

Ivgotasecretcanyoukeepit · 16/07/2018 00:34

@Daisy - ah I see now you’re an ex wife explains the bitterness and the fact you are so convinced my marriage will fail.

You don’t know my DH and I and quite frankly you seem rather obtuse. My DH wouldn’t have went through a costly divorce just because I was willing to have sex.

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DaisyTwirl · 16/07/2018 00:35

😂😂
You're not a cliche at all are you...??!!

Mid 40s director pursued & shags young female at work....
Almost never happens 🙄🙄

Good luck to you - there's no way I'd have wasted my 20s & beyond on an old man who's past his prime 😂

LoisWilkerson1 · 16/07/2018 00:39

All the cliches rolled up in a nice, bow eh folks Grin

DaisyTwirl · 16/07/2018 00:40

I'm neither bitter, nor obtuse.
I'm quite happy with my life, thanks ever so much.

I've a good divorce settlement & my ex & I have a brilliant coparenting relationship & friendship - I can see that he's a liar & a serial cheat, but it's not my problem if he fucks over the latest daft bint - at the end of the day I am perfectly happy with myself & me & the kids are getting on with everything just great - that's all that matters.

I don't define myself by whomever I may be shagging, which is where me & you differ enormously.

Ivgotasecretcanyoukeepit · 16/07/2018 00:43

@Luna - that doesn’t make him a creep though does it. I am junior to him which I have said previously although I am still senior I am just not at director level yet.

We have been together around 5 years.

@SD - Not his first affair but yes he left his wife for me.

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Igorina · 16/07/2018 00:52

None of us know anything about your husband apart from what you have described and it's not appealing.

A serial cheat who reluctantly left his wife for the younger colleague he was sleeping with behind her back.

I'm sorry to be harsh but you post like you have somehow won by him "choosing" you.

No doubt he has some nice qualities but the truth is most women reading this would rather join a convent than go anywhere near him which is lucky for you given his history.

TheFormidableMrsC · 16/07/2018 00:53

@TheMissC - Your children are in turmoil 5 years down the line? Really? I find that hard to believe. Your obvious anger and bitterness is probably not helping either.

You got my username wrong to post your nasty comment. Yes indeed, my children are. How dare you write such a throwaway comment about my situation of which you know nothing. How dare you. You have no idea of what my ex-husband and the OW have put us through. Not a clue. Your increasingly bitchy comments to everybody show exactly the sort of person you are. So, you're right, I shall step away. Indeed, I am perfectly entitled to feel bitter and if you knew me and knew my children and what had happened to us, I presume as a "decent" human being you'd understand why. Please don't mistake my feelings as a reflection of my parenting. What my ex and OW did to my children means I am still picking up the pieces. We have a happy home. My ASD son is doing well, my eldest is about to start university, no thanks to them. Thus, I'd appreciate you keeping your misplaced judgement to yourself.

LunaTrap · 16/07/2018 00:54

Yes that does make him a creep to me but I appreciate that our standards are probably very different.

Ivgotasecretcanyoukeepit · 16/07/2018 00:59

@Igorina - reluctantly left his wife? Where did you come up with that one? He made that choice on his own. Or is that what you would rather think.

@Lois - I’m thick? Rather ludicrous coming from someone who previously posted my husband left his wife for free childcare.

@Daisy - I haven’t wasted my 20’s I’m married to the man I want to be with and I have a rather nice life with a man who would do anything for me. So I think I’m doing ok.

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Kaybush · 16/07/2018 01:00

He did have other affairs in his marriage. He had one other long term affair many years before he met me.

Erm...good luck with that one. You really seem to have got what you (both) deserve.

LoisWilkerson1 · 16/07/2018 01:05

I’m thick? Rather ludicrous coming from someone who previously posted my husband left his wife for free childcare.

You are the one saying your dsd is at your home 4 days per week, are you not involved then? Or how did you become so close? Not a bad thing obviously but if you are helping out with her is he always there?

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