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Mumsnet hasn't checked the qualifications of anyone posting here. If you have medical concerns, please seek medical attention.

Mental health

I shouldn't be posting

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mosp · 21/12/2011 22:06

and I don't know why I am. I don't have a clue who I am or how I am. I feel just awful, but can't describe it. I am not a real person.

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namechangerbat · 21/12/2011 22:07

Do you want to talk?

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mosp · 21/12/2011 22:08

don't even know that.

seems it is 'dangerous' to talk.

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namechangerbat · 21/12/2011 22:10

Do you know why you are feeling like this?

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mosp · 21/12/2011 22:11

I don't know anything about myself. Too confusing. I don't know who I'm supposed to be.

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namechangerbat · 21/12/2011 22:11

Who would you like to be?

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pinkyp · 21/12/2011 22:12

Plugged my ears in. Talk to me if you like?

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mosp · 21/12/2011 22:12

real.

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FannyFifer · 21/12/2011 22:13

Why is it dangerous to talk?

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mosp · 21/12/2011 22:13

I might have cptsd. doubting everything. don't know what is true or not.

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namechangerbat · 21/12/2011 22:13

How long have you felt this way?

Have you had any help in RL?

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pinkyp · 21/12/2011 22:14

You are real, you talking to us.

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mosp · 21/12/2011 22:14

I'm scared to talk because I was told it is not safe and consequently abandoned.

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mosp · 21/12/2011 22:15

rl support is scary too. don't know who to trust anymore.

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namechangerbat · 21/12/2011 22:15

Who told you that?

Sorry so many questions

You are very real you're right here talking to us

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pinkyp · 21/12/2011 22:16

We can try to help / advise you best we can. We are as real as you are

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ledkr · 21/12/2011 22:16

Where are you mosp?

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mosp · 21/12/2011 22:17

I'm not real. Don't tell me I'm real. Mental Health Nurse told me the other day that I was talking 'normally'. I didn't feel it. Just autopilot.

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mosp · 21/12/2011 22:17

I am in Nottm

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mosp · 21/12/2011 22:19

since being told it is not safe to talk, I've been suffering inwardly, scared of talking. so, can't risk anything. I can't even tell you why because I don't know. that is what I was told, so I just believe it.

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pinkyp · 21/12/2011 22:21

It's safe to talk on here, we don't know who you are so can't tell anyone or report you or whatever it is your scared of. Who told you it wasn't safe to talk?

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ledkr · 21/12/2011 22:22

mosp you are not talking you are writing so its ok to write what you want.You are unwell at the moment but will be better soon,who are you with at the moment?Tell us how you feel now.