A flailing mad panic, because the chickens are coming home to roost.
This from 15 years ago.
https://www.out.com/entertainment/2009/10/12/dr-b-and-women
Bowers, a father of three, lives with another woman (lesbian apparently), is the 'rock star of surgeons'. Bowers' partner feels like Stedman (Oprah's partner).
Bowers waxes lyrically about how the neo vaginas they create are better than women's (how is that even a concept? It's not possible). All the more misogynistic and creepy because Bowers use to be a gynaecologist.
"I get feedback all the time from natal women. They go, Wow, that looks better than mine. Thats better than the real thing".
"Bowers should know -- because shes seen a hell of a lot of them, even if she doesnt have one of her own." What??
A 24 year old who'd just lost his mother was told he could do porn because bowers had created a 'Maserati' of a vagina for him.
Another patient wanted to strip and pose so the interviewer could see his results.
Remember that 'eunuch porn' was signposted, including minors, in the WPATH guidelines.
There is no part of you which comes away thinking these are normal, well adjusted people.
Genitally fixated, either because porn has addled their brain or because the 'god like' creation of body parts is a massive high.
'Fucked up' doesn't come close.