NOTHING TASTES AS GOOD AS BEING SLIM FEELS

[cyb]

Here we are again

AND RELAX......

..sorry was on phone

You're starving yourself, reshape.

Body hanging onto calories, imo.

Nosh up, girl.

that is good
and then tonight?

Food yesterday:

2 scrambled eggs with 1 tsp Bertolli (ww points 4) and one small slice toast, dry (ww points 1, it's v v small loaf)

Apple

1 serving of raisins

half hot cross bun at toddler music (oops, forgot that)

Lentil soup, 2 corn thins

1 serving grapes

probably another piece of fruit.

supper - DH's v low fat curry - chicken, lots of veg, about 2 tsp oil per person. 1 WW serving of rice.

Oh, and tonight I don't know - possibly baked potato with roast veg topping, possibly pasta with pesto olives and bacon.

Yeah, the latter, I think.

nah have not weighed. I dont even have time to wee most days

I KNOW I was at least 11st 10 at start, prob more like 11 12.

I reckon I'm about 11 3 now

wanna be under 11

but tbh not fussed with numbers its waistbands all the way

id bin the rice nad any bread

For some reason I've had a very flat stomach the last few days. I wish I knew why.

Bobbie, do you think so?

I did wonder. I've felt tired this week. Havne't burnt anything off exercising, mind you (I don't exercise, the only thing is walking and the weather's too cack this week). I've really cut down my appetite and it's not been too hard to eat like this.

Should point out btw, I am 5'2" and still slightly more than 10 and a half stone, so I AM NOT ANOREXY!

no titchies need to be under 9 stone dont they?

Yes - ideally just on the 9 stone mark. That's not going to happen here, but I'd like to be 9 and a half. We'll see - am also ttc, so whatever happens first, really.

(now am seriously worried that I've made my body think I'm starving it, and I'm not going to ovulate.)

God can someone wake me up when you're finished talking about being teachers

oh and NO FARKING WAY am i putting my weight on here, either in full hog mode or new zone mode

No. Farking. Way.

4 years ago I slimmed down to 9 4 for going to Florida (I thought I might eat a lot) Looking at the photos I don't look too thin but if I say I'd like to be that again all my friends look aghast. They reckon I'd look scrawny. Have I aged that much or are they trying to keep me bigger so it makes them feel better

i'm 5 3 and want to be 9.5 stone

thats when i looked my best

God that reminds me - Dd (age 10, yr 6) had to write about her teacher today (vain fucker)

she wrote "I wonder what Mr L was like in his glory days" and "I remember wh en we had a snowball fight and my snowball hit your bald head"

poor man. Serves him right for being so self centred

Hahaha, DD wrote about her VP saying "she obviously doesn't know what a hairbrush is for, and she must be colour blind". The Head made her change it.

MamaGlee, I don't really want to be less than 9 and a half either. I'm used to being curvy. DH likes it, I like it. Just no more muffinahhge!

When I first did WW back in 2003 (?) I went down to 8 st 11, I think. Looked v v slender but now I've had a child, look just that bit more haggard, I don't think I could carry that off any more. Would just look v tired and Ded.

and DS1 (just 6) had to write about our town and what they like and dislike about it

he wrote:-

like - lego
dislike - school

Do you live in LegoLand, MamaGlee?

yeah that dead look isn't good is it

A little piece of me wants my m other and sister to cluck on teh phone to each other "God she's getting so thin"

now, serious Q - should I take a lax? I haven't had a poo for days and days. Given that it's friday tomoz, I could really do with shifting the poo and I have tummy ache

have a hot drink and a copy of HEAT and take yourself off for 45 minutes. that should do the trick

Hows the gob

(tis cyb)

at no poo yet. Must have missed that.

Um. Prune juice?? I only took a laxative once - made me think I was going to die.

DD2 was writing about things she likes and dislikes last week, her nemesis in school is called Emma and she put her name in every box where she had to describe something she disliked. It took me ages rubbing it out.

I can't spare 45 minutes to sit on the farking toilet

Gob is SORE

It got burned last night on boiling water and then STRETCHED today at the dentist - split the fucking burn

tooth still numb (hurrah for drugs)

When i got back from dental hosp, DH and BabyG had gone to costa for a coffee with another woman, leaving builder in teh house. I said "I've just been to the dentist, so i'm going to go lie down in my bedroom"

Went up and thought "OMG what if he thought that was a come on?"

SO I went back down and said "I know that sounded like a com on, but it wasn't"

he larfed luckilyu

Grapefruit juice helps with pooing, laxatives make you feel awful. How many days is days? Are you usually regular? [adjusts glasses, snaps on glove]