Hots I'm really glad you are feeling so chipper & positive, as we were saying the other day it's when you feel like that it's easier to keep going (I am ignoring the pastry longing ) cos nothing tastes good enough to ruin that feeling for yourself. Delighted you are in a nice size in a comfortable way and so happy about things. Well done!
Re. the bread I am not eating bread at the moment, or pasta - they are both fatal for me. I tend to skip breakfast (I know!) and sort of race past lunch - I mean I never plan what I am having for lunch, sometimes skip, sometimes finish ds's - that's bad too, I know. And for supper I tend to have the house supper plus salad and minus the pasta or whatever. Last night dp and ds1 had an Indian takeaway and I had steamed trout and salad. I really didn't want the takeaway and was very happy to make myself something. And I felt much cleaner with my trout.
Sazzles I like that body-is-not-a-dustbin idea, it's so true & v. important image to keep in mind. Why do we (or should I say DID we) sabotage ourselves? Why do EXACTLY what we know will make us unhappy in the long run? Breaking the cycle is the hardest thing. I don't even know if I've properly broken it yet = I don't think I have left it behind for ever and ever amen (viz. lemon biscuits).
I've made out a spreadsheet now and I have decided definitely that I want another stone and a half off minimum. I am going to talk to dp about leaving ds at the playroom in the gym so that I could exercise in the mornings - it's not something I've done yet.
Apols for inner ramble-type post.