Would like to join your accountability thread.
Have not felt good in years.
However, work responsibility (new role), responsibilities at home (they are left to me, but that is for another thread). Gained from emotional eating and not seeing an end to each day. Usually up at 4/5am and then bed at 11/12pm - on a good day.
Most days, I eat until I have pain in my stomach. Then I eat more.
I can eat until I can't stand up. I sit down, and then I eat some more.
On days when I am leaned on heavily for work or home responsibilities, I simply find a box of anything and finish it (whole cakes, packets of biscuits, multipacks of crisps, and can finish whole bottles of condiments without a second thought).
Yet...I function. I smile, I'm excellent at my job and I do what I can for my family and friends, I dress for my 'new' size (anything oversized and can cover my gut).
Work colleagues ask, 'how do you deal with the stress of work? Wow! I need to know what you do!'
I say, 'I don't know. Nothing really, I guess.'
They don't know that I eat until I have to lay on my side when I get home.
Maybe having some place like this, I can anchor myself.
Today, I was up at 05:15.
Weighed myself: 10 stone 4 lbs (teetering on the verge of overweight).
Have always been around 8 stone and a half.
5 foot and 4 inches.
I am a sugar addict and an emotional eater.
I can start with one aspect today, so will start with quitting sugar.
Maybe doing this for lent... 'a period of fasting and regret for one's sins...' is a place to start.
It is raining outside, but a new day has started.
This is my Day 1.