I've hit a milestone today: Under 60kg (9 stone 3lbs or 131 lbs) for the first time in eleven years. BMI is now 22 and waist 30 inches (76 cm). Size 10-12 or S-M depending on the brand. I'm just over 5'3 and 51 years old.
Just before the pandemic I was nearly 16 stone, and absolutely miserable. I lost about 2 stone of that myself by cutting down on alcohol and snacks (and had to have my gallbladder removed, we-hey!) but then seemed to be stuck.
On Oz for ten months now, switched to W (1.7 currently) about 4 months ago.
This feels surreal.
Blood pressure is spot on now, bunions are sorting them selves out (!) and I tried on a size 10 swimming costume that was too big up top. I have collar bones?! Energy levels decent and confidence at an all time high. Family life and my career are pretty much at an all time high too, which was my two big hopes and dreams for my 50s. I could cry with happiness. I don't care what anyone says, this is life changing. I'm no longer invisible to men, and women treat me with more respect. It's so bloody sad really. I will always carry the experience of being big with me.
I strongly suspect I was starting to develop insulin resistance, and that's why my body responded to well. I also strongly suspect I may have undiagnosed ADD and have been relying heavily on carbs for dopamine hits and comfort. Losing the urge to immediately put something in my mouth when I'm stressed or sad has made me think: OK so this is what it's like for people who have never been bigger.
I've worked out my TDEE now and it's 1450kcal/day which fits with my tracking. Eating 20% under that 80% of the time has frankly been OK once I cracked satisfying meals I could have (turkey & cheese pizzas on low carb wraps!) and I've lost on average 1.5 lbs/week. Could not have done much exercise other than dog walks though, no fuel for it in the extreme calorie deficit.
And I can tell straight away if I've not had enough protein; I get carb cravings and just feel crap. I get around 50g/day now.
Going forward I'm pretty confident I can stick to the maintain number because it seems generous compared to what I'm used to now, and will allow for plenty of treats. But without appetite suppression who the hell knows.
Sorry about the essay, it's just writing it down makes it somehow real. I'm learning so much and everyone here is so lovely.