Hiya lovely girls
SO nice to see you all, took a while to catch up!
I've lost 2lbs!!!! quite pleased with my self
well done all of you!!!! and KATY!!!! ,WOW but bloody brilliant!!!! huge huge pom pom shake with the gold and diamond encrusted special pom poms!!!
My hand is still shockingly bad. can hardly move it. SO swollen. Isobel also has woken every morning, crashing something onto it, or just general bashing in the day.
Kind of postponed her birthday until saturday as Mr C coudlnt be here. He was supposed to be here today. He is still in sunderland, and doesnt think he can even be here on saturday. I'm so upset, and angry. Its not his fault at all, but i just want to ring his boss and shout abuse at him i go between crying about it, wanting him to look after me, wanting to kick him in th nipples, and then missing him... I practically didn't acknowledge her 1 st birthday for him and for no reason now. so p'd off.
anyway, i have eaten a cupple of muffins and not a huge amount else really. really really off my food. combination of nausea with the back pain, and the pain killers make me feel sick too. i did manage a large muffin from millies cookies though with my lovely pals that came round on her b-day. I've one left, which i'm having in a minute, then back to being good, except for b-day cake on saturday. I can't not can I????
this eveing i had a small small bowl of spagetti, with chilli oil and little peeled prawns, so fairly low fat really. it was just enoguh to fill me up, and felt full very fast. SO reckon things going the right way really.
sorry not replying to all of you, just tricky to type ( beleive ot or not!) i've over done it a bit today.
Mrsfish I think it was you that asked what i'd done to my back, sorry if it wasnt! I got a prolapsed disc in the L4-5 vertabrae from a patient falling on me at work 3 years ago. ( just after my hip was replaced ) it heeled eventually after 6 months off work, then when I was 20 weeks pregnant, with DD, i was pushing the drugs trolly round the ward, and it happend again. been on morphine ever since really. had 3 or 4 epidurals and a load of steroid injections into various joints around the area. got some more in feb. bloody depressing at times. Also my DH works away mon-fri so very tricky looking after my gorgeous 1 year old. ( cannot believe it still, that she's 1 whole yer old )
ok, i'll stop now, i promise!!!!
SO SO nice to see you all....
lots of love and hugs all round....