@SwimmingOnEggshells @WellTidy @neverenoughchelseaboots
Thank you for your kind words.
I have no regret about the chips or cocktail, ice cream. There were no negative feelings about the calories or whether it would affect my weight loss journey. Cocktails, and ice cream are very much in my future.
It was the lack of control - yesterday I felt upset about the way I mindlessly inhaled the doughnuts, didn't even taste them - first one not even finished before reaching for the second! BUT I normally would have gone back for a third and likely fourth one straight away so something has changed. I did internally debate it about 8pm - if I finish them, they'll be gone, or well, I've eaten off-plan today might as well continue - however I've woken up to 2 doughnuts still here and I don't particularly want them. Very unusual - don't get me wrong I'd still eat them anyway but that insane craving is not there so I'll be passing them along to my mum later today. So there has been a shift in my thinking even though I didn't realise it at the time
I didn't want dinner last night, was feeling full and slightly sick after all the sugar but I did make myself eat a baked potato with cottage cheese. If I didn't have dinner, I would've justified the the doughnuts and that's not a mindset I want to get into.
Today:
B - vanilla yogurt
L - leftover stirfried tofu & veg served with cauliflower rice
S - 2 quorn scotch egg type things
D - not sure - possiby soup from the freezer.
Have a good day everyone