It is so hard at the moment. A lot of friends I've spoken talk of this low level constant feeling hanging over them, it's like a fog of stress / worry. I'm also finding the kids are very challenging - think they're also struggling without necessarily realising. Everything is different this year, no nativity, no birthday party, not seeing friends and family...
Keep posting Honey. Small steps. Getting through is enough. I think do what you need to do, give your body what it needs and be kind to yourself.
Today my body needed biscuits apparently 
B banana, 2 chocolate digestives, 2 malted milks, coffee
L muligatawny, swizzels fizzers
D hard boiled egg, some kids pasta, a few nuts, most of a pomegranate, Greek yogurt pot, hot chocolate (I have no idea wtf this dinner was but I'm tired so best I could do!)
Think I'm addicted to sugar...