Hi guys, regular and new folk alike. 
I've been AWOL for a while as I have not much to report really, I running a lot as ever and maintaining nicely, possibly lost a pound or two due to the exercise levels but the daily weigh in is habit rather than obsession. I also felt that, having deleted the MFP app, it seemed a bit weird me posting here.
That is because I relate to what you say Things, I never have counted calories or thought about food so much as I have the last few months. And that's not healthy for my mind or judging my natural appetite. So I just needed to STOP!! 
Meal planning for the joy of cooking and eating well for the running/recovery is fine, I was starting to feel crap eating a piece of cake ffs!
Anyway, deleting the app has worked, I don't feel controlled by food so much, just aware of making healthy choices and good diet in general and an everything in moderation approach again.
I just wonder Not if, rather than you expanding rapidly and getting 'scary big' if you went off plan, you might be scary surprised in a positive way?
'Cos actually, it's not a plan anyway if you don't stick to it? 
. I think you are far more able to do it than you think you are and it would be liberating too. Your post just struck me that's all. xx