Hi there,
Great to read you again Rabbit and Super. I laughed out loud when I read about your ' Failed bbq Diet', Super - well done on making the most of it.
Rabbit, thanks for asking about my deer. It is all bottled up in jars - portions for my fast days or for non- fast days and I love it .
How are you Rabbit ?
You are so right about 'The End Part' , Rabbit. I'm finding it quite intriguing.
It's as though below 65 kg (10st 3lbs) behind every 1/2 kilo/pound lost there is a story. In fact, there are lots of stories there for me. My own personal ones.
65kg was the weight I was at when I got remarried , and before that - when I didn't eat if I was unhappy because I felt sick, and before that again- where I lived at feeling that I looked fat but, from the photos I've seen since, didn't.
64kg was the weight that my nutritionist doctor suggested that I try to live at when I went on a diet, supervised on a monthly basis by her. I never made it there with her. It was just too rigid and I could change my way of life to a certain extent , but anymore and I felt I just wouldn't have been me.
And now 63.5kg. 
So this is really my choice.
I've bought new clothes - new jeans and tops with little straps so I can get brown whilst I'm out and about. I'm really pleased because the exercise I've been doing has paid off and I don't want to hide my arms away all the time like I did the last few summers. That means I can wear the tops of my choice and not those that hide the parts of me I don't like.
And, a lovely, lovely thing is that when my DH starts to make comments like 'do you think you should have anymore ? ' ,'watch it , you're going to put all that weight back on again !', and so on, I don't feel phased by his comments. I can look him firmly in the eye and tell him that it's my body and that I'll decide , thankyou very much !
A very, very funny thing is that hardly anyone has mentionned that I've lost weight ! I know that it's noticeable - 2 stone in 4 and a half months . But I'm getting compliments about my clothes or my hair . And I'm interpreting the lack of comments about my weight loss as support. Sort of like, 'we're ready for when you put it all back on and we'll like you then as we do now' sort of thing.
Oh,one more thing, I'm a pretty shy person. This shyness has followed me since I was very young. I think that was one reason why I put weight on. I found it hard to cope with my shyness especially if a man looked at me. Now, I see my male colleagues looking at me. When I realise, I don't do anything with it particularly, but I don't run for the biscuit box, and I do continue talking about what I was talking about. This is immense progress for me.
So, to all us losers I wish you a lovely Saturday and send you big kisses from France.