Hello old timers and new people, I am returning to the fold!
I fell off the wagon so badly from the end of October when I went back to work that I couldn't even bear to lurk from mid-December (just want to add, for the record, my thanks to Henrietta, who will be missed. Come back and chat from time to time anyway!)
Well, I was over 15st when I plateaued after my DC was born in 2012. I was around 14.10 when I stared on here last July and had got down to 13st when I went back to work. In the last 2 months I have put on 13lb so am 13.13 again. Not surprised to have put on at Christmas but I am so disappointed with myself that I lost the plot when I went back to work - sitting at a desk is a huge trigger for me and it appears that I have not found a way to deal with that yet.
Well anyway, I am now back and have to conquer this. The most annoying thing is that I am getting married in May and I have wasted so much time by putting on weight in the last 2 months rather than losing any. I wanted to get to 12.12 for Christmas, almost did and then i lost my willpower.
Clarinet, I am sorry you are struggling. Just know that you have proved to yourself that you can eat well, and you are not alone in finding it difficult not to slip back. It is bound to happen. The thing is, as you say, to snap out of the mentality that another day doesn't matter - it is just time wasted. There are a lot of people finding it hard now so we can all take solace in knowing we are not alone.
Speaking of difficult, I still have a houseful of chocolate. HOW did I miscalculate so badly?! Can't eat it, hate to throw it. OH will eat it incredibly slowly (this is why he's not huge and I am!). Grr.