Hola Chiefs - just skimmed thread and you've all been doing so brilliantly!
Not been around for a couple of weeks as have had some crappy stuff going on - had been feeling really ill for a few weeks and put it down to endless winter cold/flu and was eating crap like there's no tomorrow. Then ended up with a week of bleeding (sorry for TMI) and so it turns out I was pregnant and have now miscarried.
Was a massive shock, as have the Mirena coil and frankly have been feeling so flabby that me and DH haven't exactly been at it every night, but DD2 was conceived after just a one-off go so guess I must be super-fertile. DH was pretty shocked - esp as have told him he will be having the snip ASAP!
It's strange and so silly - I absolutely didn't want another baby and had I known I was pregnant then I would have chosen a termination as our family is totally complete and I couldn't manage another child, but I still can't stop feeling a bit sad and teary. Need to put myself together, pronto.
Anyway, needless to say weight has gone up a bit, so haven't logged a weigh-in for a while as too depressing to see my hard work undone. However, am channelling Randall et al and having a go at 5:2 as am going to a wedding in a month and cannot get in my dress at all - at this rate might have to buy something bigger, which make me v cross. Lost a couple of pounds this week by being v strict, so maybe it will work.
Haven't done any decent exercise for ages, just walking, and tummy all flabby so am going to make a real effort to get back on it for the next few weeks. I know it seems shallow but am so sick of looking at myself and hating what I see, so maybe taking control of this will get me in a better mood about everything else....
Sorry for long rambling post but feels better to get it out.....Have a good weekend, Chiefs!