Morning ladies.
furry, I love your post!
Right, anther confession coming up. I had been doing SO well with staying off sugar and carbs, but the last few days I've been really struggling and have given in. I don't know why I do this to myself! I think I tried to relax the rules a little and move into bootcamp light, only with things like tomatoes and stuff, but that has been my undoing!
I know I'm not eating enough, even when I was doing 'well' on this woe. I really am not a very good cook and that doesn't inspire me to want to try. I miss going to the loo everyday and have also had an episode of piles, sorry TMI :(. I haven't felt that energy thing and get tired legs just walking up the stairs.
I have been feeling quite 'low' in the mental sense for about 5 days and have been craving 'comfort' foods! I have eaten 2 bags of marshmallows in the last few days. And enjoyed them. And chocolate! If I had biscuits in the house I'd have eaten those and was very tempted by chip shop chips yesterday.
I had gluten and wheat free toast this morning that I didn't enjoy as much as I thought I would, but I still ate all four slices. The first thing I ate today was marshmallows.
Why do I do this I myself? I know it's damaging and not just in terms of weight. I was so pleased to get to 10 lbs but it's been slow and I've been finding that a tad depressing. I have eaten these things knowingly. I feel like maybe deep down, I want o be a lardyarse.
I am the biggest sugary twat there is. There are some really good posts on here and I'm feeling like such a weak so and so. Although nt weak really, maybe just stupid!
Sorry for bringing down the tone of this weeks thread. I nearly didn't post but I need help. I just don't know what sort.