Hello everyone. I've messed up today, and I'm so cross with myself. DD3 emailed me from Uni to say she has an exam scheduled for the same SATURDAY as DD1 is getting married!
Now this wedding has dominated our lives for 2 years, it's going to be a big one, DD3 is a bridesmaid, and is the reason I am trying to lose weight!
I reached for a massive flapjack, I was teaching at the time, and DD3 asked me if she should lie to Uni. I left her a message saying just tell the truth, as I'm sure they can sort it. I mean, for goodness sake, who has exams on a Saturday?
My DH also had an interview which would mean he could live at home again, so I have a lot invested in it, as he lives away 3 nights a week at the moment. He thought it went well, and he'll know by the end of the week, but the wait is awful. So I ate a fairy cake. And had a glass of wine tonight.
DD3 thinks they might let her take the exam in August when the resit is, instead of the original exam, which would be brilliant, but this has not been confirmed yet, so waiting for that info as well. Her lecturer said it was an unprecedented situation! Don't suppose any of you have any suggestions we could try? I don't mind talking to the lecturers/ Vice Chancellor if this would help?
So, I know it's been stressful, but I'm annoyed that I thought I'd cracked the 'emotional' eating, and I obviously haven't. For weeks I've avoided all the lovely cakes I make, sweets, puddings etc, and then in one day I'm back to how I always was. As I STS last week I was going to be really strict this week, and i have all the right food in, but my default was 'eat sugar'.
So, back on the wagon tomorrow, and I'll take a look at the book mentioned in the thread. Thank you everyone for all your support, even if I lurk more than I post.