Hi everyone. Had a weird day today.
You probably won't remember, but at the beginning of the summer there was a car accident outside my home involving two very elderly people. They were stuck upside down for a good 15 minutes whilst waiting for the emergency services, and I phoned the ambulance, and held the lady's hand and talked to her as we waited. She and her husband was airlifted to hospital. I was told she got better.
Turns out she died in hospital a few days later :(
People have not told me this to spare my feelings, but someone mentioned it to me today, thinking I knew. I can't stop thinking about it, about her hand in my hand, the way she was yelling out, the way her husband held her hand. It sounds so weird but I feel so desperately sad knowing that I was part of the story of someone's death iykwim... I know I did all I can, I know it's not my fault but it's just so sad.
I'll feel better after a night's sleep.
Otherwise, I had a good day. Steamed veg with crackerbread for lunch, snacks of more crackerbread and an apple, and pasta with a tomato and balsamic sauce for dinner. Will have a packet of snack a jacks in a bit.