littlefish PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't worry. androbbob and furball have given great advice already that I would second.
My advice would be to CHILL OUT, first of all....and then, take a deep breath, draw a line under it, and start again tomorrow. I had a bad couple of days this week, I know I went over even my weekly (49) pts. Previously I would have been my 'all or nothing' self and decided to blow the res of the week, but I don't want to do that anymore, so I got back on track again, and I can honestly say that mentally I feel SO much better, and I think you will too. You sound very panicky in your post, cos you think you are losing control again. Take control, be positive, I guarentee that after even one day of being back on track you will feel a lot more positive.
I agree about the carbs too, I try not to eat too many starchy carbs. I rarely eat bread (which I love!). We always have wholegrain rice or pasta, weigh out portions, a 'serving' is suprisingly small, what I used to eat is probably about 120g!! I now weigh out about 50g.
I read once how eating starchy carby food makes your body retain fluid, so if you gain weight, it's more than likely just fluid retention. Hence, some of us gained over Christmas from the indulgence, but are losing it again quickly.
Let us know how you are feeling tomorrow. Be positive. As the others said, any loss over the Christmas period is admirable!
Wizzler how are you pointing your homemade spagbol? I made ours 10 pts with 50g of pasta?
All the veg is free, passata is free (don't use dolmio, prob full of sugar), so you're only really pointing the mince?? Buy extra lean?
Oh Norma.....where are yoooouuuuuuu????!!!!!