Hello
I'm normally wildstrawberryplace - this is my halloween name but I don't think I am prolific enough for anyone to have noticed 
I am FAT.
Seriously. I need to lose 3.5 - 4 stone!
I've gained weight relatively slowly, probably about half a stone a year on average since 2003. Before that, I was always fine. I definitely turned to food as an emotional crutch though, which is why I find it hard.
I eat OK, quite healthily, but I then tend to snack on sweet stuff in secret, which is why I have gained so much weight. Essentially I have become a secret binger
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I've been in denial, I think I don't look that bad, I carry it well etc. When I look in the mirror I don't see a fat person, I see a normal person just not a very nice shape. When I see photos however, I think "Whoa I look massive", and I do really. I have reverse body dysmorphic disorder or something
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So anyway. I saw the other post saying this thread could do with "new blood". Consider my fat ass well and truly parked here for the foreseeable future.
I am horrified to have just tipped the scales at 13 stone at 5 foot 4. It ain't good at all. I am size 16-18, carry most of the weight on my tummy and boobs, which again, ain't good.
I've tried various "diets" but I can't ever get past the induction stage.
Ho hum, let's see what the week brings.