Off MJ since March 7th. I've gone from 12.5 stone to nearly 15stone.

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I'm going to have to go back on, but I cant afford it and the health anxiety over the risk of pancreatitis is horrible.

I cannot believe just how fast im gaining weight.

I'm going to be a lifer I think.

Agree, I am sorry for your loss, Op.

OP I'm so sorry for your loss - caring for and then grieving for my mum took me to my highest weight ever. It was comfort eating/eating your feelings/whatever.

Be kind to yourself - 7.5 stone is an incredible loss. So you've put a bit of that back on, at one of the worst times in your life, not really surprising.

I really admire the people that can keep weight off after stopping, but I'm another who expects to be on MJ long term - I just know my appetite will come back with a vengeance if I stop.