Morning all! Weigh in day, 2lb down. Doesn't tell the whole story - I still had 2 big (and expensive) take aways this week, despite splitting my 15mg dose over the week to try and silence the lunacy! Could have been a far worse result so I'm grateful to still lose, but this comes after months of stalling/gaining/losing/regaining etc. Been a bit of a headfuck to be honest.
Read with tears in my eyes some of these posts, about the regrets and sadness for the past versions of ourselves. My kids will always remember how I had to sit with the coats at the theme parks, and struggled on walks. I hope they always remember that I tried very hard as well though. We did the best we could, and honestly, I wish I could somehow go back in time and give you all a great big hug and say 'you're doing great!' I wish I hadn't ever let myself get to the stage I did, but I suspect you all understand that - and I don't have a time machine. All we can do is try and move forward. Big love to all of you.
SW: 307lb
CW: 236lb