Hi all, I haven’t been here for ages as life stuff has been manic! I’m working though all your updates. Congratulations to all who are trucking on.
ive maintained my weight for a few weeks…. Without MJ , as I unintentionally missed my usual Sunday dose last week (for reasons, manic reasons!) then decided to just wait until today as I was due to start a new pen anyway and wanted to kind of guinea pig myself , as I’m curious about what this is like for me.
so… for the first few days nothing felt different. Then I noticed I felt a bit more hungry but just ate as normal . Food noise felt like ‘ormal’ hunger signals, not overwhelming and I have been satisfied with a healthy meal. I ate some junk food on Friday at movie night , and ate a bit more than my MJ usual… pre MJ this would have been several slices of pizza, a whole share bag of crisps, wine, chocolate etc. I actually ate few slices of pizza, small bowl of crisps and a fry’s Turkish delight (food of the gods) and didn’t fancy wine.
All in all , very moderate. And I’m due my period so fancying the Turkish delight isn’t a surprise.
I realise I would still have MJ in my system, but after 2 weeks post dose (today) I figure this won’t be much? I may be deluding myself a bit ?
Im considering counting my clicks to have a slightly smaller dose each week and see how this goes. I feel I’ve actually done well as I haven’t gained even though I’m due period - I’ve maintained with no effort (if that makes sense) . I always ‘force’ the pen to get the 5th dose anyway, so will keep doing this.
I cant remember how to do the click counting to get a smaller dose, so going to have a quick google and do some maths. I’ve got 2 5ml pens in the fridge and think these will be my last.
im happy if I lose a few more LB’s… but also I’m now at a good weight for my height. I’ve bought clothes that fit me , and feel good in them. I have actually been swanning around in some fabulous size 10 corduroy trousers for a few weeks now (which I never ever thought possible). I need to do some toning exercises, as I feel like a soft soft jelly baby and defo haven’t prioritised maintaining my muscle mass throughout this journey.
I get dressed in the morning and it’s easy. I don’t agonise about my appearance. I feel good in my clothes. This is all I’ve ever wanted for my weight loss journey and it feels so good !!!