Hi everyone, checking in after a while! I had a couple of weeks of not losing (which feels like a good thing as I was really panicking about the speed of loss and my awful skin), and at today’s weigh in I’ve lost 2lbs, which I’m surprised at tbh as I was at a festival eating burritos and pizza for 4 days 🤣 but I’m glad to have had a little pause and then another loss, and it’s tipped me into the 11s which feels amazing.
SW: 16st 1.8lbs, BMI 37.6
CW: 11st 13.2lbs, BMI 27.8
GW: 10st 10lbs?? BMI 25ish
I’m quite excited to be so close to 10 points off my BMI - that feels momentous.
I’ve decided that instead of worrying too much about the speed of loss, as it does seem to be slowing down a bit naturally now, I’m just going to focus on really building muscle. I’m loving the gym (for the first time in my life) so am going to throw myself into that and try to ignore the fact that my bum’s peachiness is somewhat ruined by gravity’s effect on the loose skin at the bottom of it 😭🤣
Am sticking at 3.75mg for the foreseeable.
The festival has really cheered me up about my body and bodies in general. It was one for queer women, and I’d never been before. Being surrounded by so many hundreds of other lesbians who all look so different, strong, beautiful in their own ways has done something good for my brain in reminding me that there’s no one acceptable way to look. It also reminded me that when I’m attracted to a woman, it’s only about 10% looks, and 90% character, charisma, conversation, wit, intelligence etc! I felt freer than I have in ages, so cheers to the beautiful queers 🎉