Evening losers!
Couple of things today…
Weighed 61kg on the juniper scales. Lightest I’ve been, still within my preferred range. I had a bit of cupcake and a square of choc today which hit the spot. Trying not to deny myself treats, and after a bite of each I was totally satiated. But I think that’s the MJ working. I do think I’ll need to titrate down but then I also wonder what happens to the cravings when you give in on a lower dose.
Work friend who hasn’t seen me since July last year was openly commenting on my weight loss in a way no one has done before “skin and bone, there’s nothing of you, you’ve disappeared, I didn’t recognise you, just checking you’re not unwell” she’s younger than me and I’m sure these are all acceptable ways in her mind to positively acknowledge weightloss. I was chatting to her about a job opportunity, so the pressure was on her to be nice. I said ‘oh yeah I’ve lost it on purpose, I was obese before, perimenopause etc, so I needed to go on a diet’ But I did feel a bit vulnerable, maybe I really do need to sort my wardrobe, maybe 61kg really is too low. I have a friend who started WLI a few weeks after me and we both call each other Skinny Bitch as a joke. But that somehow feels more acceptable as it’s a mutual term of endearment. It’s odd isn’t it? Dealing with comments, not knowing how to feel.