Hi all. After the best part of April away and off MJ, I weighed in and jabbed today.
I’ve been on a holiday of a lifetime and I stopped MJ a week before leaving. My motivation was mostly to avoid side effects rather than to indulge in food, although I was in a land of fantastic food. I know many people will be looking ahead to summer holidays so I thought it useful to document my experience.
I had just finished a 5th week on 5mg and was feeling quite suppressed and was in a period of steady weight loss.
Week 1-2: I still felt quite suppressed but I didn’t get any side effects. I ate sensibly and stopped when I was full but I wasn’t actively “trying to eat healthily”. It felt indulgent even when it wasn’t particularly. I was very active, about 30,000 steps per day.
Week 3-4: MJ felt near fully worn off. I ate more but still in the same pattern of stopping when I was full. Even when I ate too much I felt it was a more active decision, like I could tell I was full and had consciously decided I wanted one more piece. I’m not sure I’ve felt that before. Has MJ awakened an awareness of what full feels like? Had I started training myself to stop when I feel that? These weeks were less active but certainly not sedentary.
I’ve weighed in today after a long flight home feeling jet lagged and dehydrated. I’ve jabbed 2.5mg. Now we wait. I’m guessing some portion of the weight gain is water weight and some actual.
31st March, jab 5mg
3rd April 142.6lbs
29th April, 147.4lbs
Weight gain: 5lbs
Current reflections: I feel I made the right decision in my circumstances but if I was going on a more standard holiday I would have kept in routine. I attach no emotion to this weight gain and I’m mentally now just continuing on as if I’d literally just hit the MJ unpause button. It remains to be seen how my body reacts to that and if MJ is as effective as it was once I build back up. My plan at present is to increase more quickly than I did when initially starting, or alternatively taking my doses slightly closer together eg on a 6 day cycle.