Hello lovely MJers! I have had a week of ups and downs. I do find myself probably overthinking this whole journey. It is hard to find that balance between thinking enough to make positive change, and slightly obsessing.
I had a very satisfying loss of a couple of pounds which took me to two pounds of my original goal weight, which was super exciting. But I find that I always am at my lowest around Wednesday or Thursday, and then it goes up by a lb, but I went to Center Parcs and it went up 2lbs. I did eat two desserts, and some biscuits, but I am still struggling with the idea of having to really avoid all of that forever. The reality is that I do love cake and desserts and biscuits!! BUT, I do also love my slim self.
I am also getting used to my slightly different shape. I was hourglass originally, then I moved to Apple in perimenopause. I do think that MJ has caused weight loss to be differently distributed (compared to when I have done it in the past), but it may also be perimenopause! My legs are really slim, but I have been feeling very anxious about my much reduced butt size. I also haven’t lost as much on my waist, so I look a bit straighter. My stomach still wobbles like a jelly and in it’s current form will be going nowhere near a bikini or a cropped top 😁 I don’t mind too though because clothed (or swimming costumed) it looks perfectly fine.
what I am loving is my gym habit. I AM fitter, I can do more than I could before, and I think being 51, it is also reinforcing because I know I have to do something, and so when I do I am pleased with myself. I did Legs, bums and core (tums as it used to be - I liked the rhyming version more) and Step today. I went PT at work in January to permit myself the time to go to the gym, and I feel so pleased about my increased fitness! I am very excited that my metabolic age is now 39!!!! In looking at those measurements and some of the others, it is also making me think that I could stick to my original goal weight goal. But I am going to see what happens with this 5mg pen.
Thank you for letting me (over)think here! It is hard when it keeps just ticking around my head, and I’m grateful for a safe space to (over)share 🙏❤️