Please don’t think of it as strength NextPrimeMinister. @Notsuchafattynow
One revelation from MJ is that I’m not just weak, lack will power, I just need to be more disciplined bla bla bla. My body has actively worked against me, as it has for all of us I guess.
We had a frikking hormone issue and this corrects it in the same way as any other medical issue.
(I’d be happier if we just paid NHS prescription but I’m sure in years that will come).
The time that I came off MJ made me realise that. The hunger and noise came back. The people who post and say do you not think slim people get it made me doubt myself for a bit. But the truth, for me, is that I CANNOT ignore that internal demand to eat. I can for a bit. However, I’d be tying myself up in knots for hours before giving in to a biological demand.
A lot of my shame has gone now. I’m not just greedy. I had a brain telling me to eat, triggered by a body demanding it. Or whichever way round it goes.