I was speaking with someone that was on the injection a year ago, she lost weight, stopped the injection and put the weight back on . We have all been there so no judgment from me.
However, it just reinforced to me that in order for this to work long term, I need to take this time to retrain my brain. This is too expensive for me not to be able to sustain it when and if I come off the injection.
I have identified that my issue was food noise, snacking, and alcohol most nights. Not getting drunk by any means, but nonetheless a glass of something.
My strategies for making this work so far have been to google/research food noise. This actually shocked me and I have been able to admit to myself that I ticked every food noise box and I am questioning why my brain is so conditioned to be the way it is regarding food. I am really hoping that if I can understand and challenge my food noise issues then I can make the changes needed and hopefully it will be sustainable in the long term.
I am on week 3 day 4. The positive changes I recognise are….
- No snacking ✅
- The self destruction has stopped, the can’t stop at 1 biscuit so I will eat 10. ✅
- No alcohol, this surely has to have a positive impact. ✅
- I did a food shop yesterday and as I didn’t have a trolley full of chocolate, crisps, biscuits, cakes, alcohol, I was shocked at the checkout at the savings. Even though I think the price of MJ is expensive, it’s cheaper than all the junk I was buying. ✅
- No more eating in the middle of the night as I appear to be sleeping deeper and better. ✅
- At some point during the day, I would eat a sugary snack thinking it would give me a boost/energy and all it did was made me feel physically crap then mentally guilty. This then made me feel shit about myself so affected my self confidence, self worth and self esteem. And guess what, let’s have another cake or alcoholic drink because that will make me feel better…NOT . Hopefully that cycle has stopped ✅
- I am working towards fasting for at least a period of 12 hours, maybe longer, I am not there yet but getting there✅
- The food that I am eating, I am trying to make sensible choices, they are not as good as they could be, but I am aware of that and working on it.✅
- Recognising when I feel full and stopping eating. ✅
Well done if you have got this far, I just needed a place to document this so i can return to it if I fall off the wagon. I really don’t ever want to return to my old ways.
Good luck everyone, we can do this 💪