I know this sounds silly but does anyone else feel at peace a little bit like wow this is actually it.
I used to be slim pre Covid size 10-12, regular gym goer and very fit. (In physical sense of the word!!)
Covid really messed things up for me, I fell out of all of my routines as gyms closed/kids home etc. and just never really got it back, and in the years since it happened I have slowly just got bigger and bigger. Overall putting on nearly five stone.
almost half of what I used to weigh!!
For a long time getting back to that weight and place seemed unreachable, like this new me was just what I had to accept. Who I now was.
These last few weeks I have suddenly found peace and now getting back to that place now seems not only reachable but something that IS going to happen.
It's strange how MJ seems to have affected my mindset. It has taken away so much 'noise' I usually have in my brain, I'm speaking nicely to myself now rather than treating myself like crap...
Sorry for rambling but I hope many more of you are starting to feel like this as it's such a nicer place to be.
Nearly 2 stone down won't be long until I'm halfway there 😊😊 it's my birthday in February and I hope I'll be at my goal weight for it!